How about I make a non-emo post about my life for once?
I swore to God today. Like, literally, I swore, to God. It was a big one to- an f-bomb. So, I literally swore to God today.
It went something like this: I went to mass this morning, and I was sitting there, and I was just listening, and getting into it, and sort of just praying and meditating, and just kind of releasing myself from everything that was on my mind, and I was like, "God, I am so fucking tired of my life and the mess that I've gotten myself into. I'm so fucking tired of being depressed, and upset, rather than just understanding that today is today. I'm tired of being a pussy."
Surprisingly, no lightning bolts. I'm pretty sure I'll get another 7 million years in purgatory for that one.
Anyways... In other news, I still really like my job, and my grand opening went alright... Very interesting day, for sure.
I swore to God today. Like, literally, I swore, to God. It was a big one to- an f-bomb. So, I literally swore to God today.
It went something like this: I went to mass this morning, and I was sitting there, and I was just listening, and getting into it, and sort of just praying and meditating, and just kind of releasing myself from everything that was on my mind, and I was like, "God, I am so fucking tired of my life and the mess that I've gotten myself into. I'm so fucking tired of being depressed, and upset, rather than just understanding that today is today. I'm tired of being a pussy."
Surprisingly, no lightning bolts. I'm pretty sure I'll get another 7 million years in purgatory for that one.
Anyways... In other news, I still really like my job, and my grand opening went alright... Very interesting day, for sure.
gilby:
*hugs*