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eireann

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Tuesday May 09, 2006

May 9, 2006
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Just when I feel as if grief has left me...
I realize that what I felt seemed real yet fleeting, but has only become more intense with time.

I was watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (yes, yes, I know its lame and girly, but fuck you anyways), and I started bawling.

It took me the entire movie to figure out why.
There are so many things I can't express, or understand, or even find deep within myself. I'd like to think there's so much more of me waiting to be found, so much potential to be seen...
But my grief isn't for myself.

No, I have remembered the pain of losing someone far too well today.

I don't know why, but all of the sudden, I feel as if a part of me is gone, and I remember those who have departed.
I'm so emo. This must be remedied.
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
luciefurr:
well it worked on me wink
May 9, 2006
lolablu:
It's OK to be emo every now and again.

And I think you're gorgeous.
May 10, 2006

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