eireann

2 am.
frightful night.
cold. I am cold without your arms and resisting this sleep that will overtake me in just a few moments I daydream of your laughter.
you are my salvation.
I am determined to keep you close to hold you harder to feel you faster to let go of fear...
simply to be with you.
I will go where you go die where you die live where you life cry when you cry and I want nothing more than to better you.
not that I am capable of this task.
when you are mine I will pay the bills on time give you everything you desired and wish wish you were here to share every moment of giggles and every fit of tears.
I would give up myself just to make you happy. I want you to have everything you want and I want to make everything just
fade
away.
and I will become this vulnerable, sweet girl because you awaken every dead fear and every lost sense of passion.
good morning, darling, I love you more today than I did the day before.