eireann

I wander the halls fingertips at the walls and I wonder
ponder the reality of the moments that have brought me to this moment
I reminisce about the daydreams of yesterday and ponder
ponder the demise of my former reality and accept the moment that had driven me to be
to be me... now.
the sparkle of this snow will flicker against the color of eyes unseen
I wonder what it is like to be someone other than me.
stuck in this monotony of broken dreams
lost hearts
and my mind dances in this dark hallways and I wander the maze of my understanding.
how shifted my reality has become.
where can I find the truth in a world of subjective veracity and when will I lapse into the falacy that has driven you to lie to me?
I don't know.
and where do these hallways lead in the synapses that rule me?
the chemicals that control my emotions have reacted to form a nuclear explosion erasing
everything I once was.
I now exist in cotton candy realities
right next to your security blanket of memories.