today feels strange...
i've narrowed it down to feeling like something is a: going to happen, or b: i'm going to make something happen, and i can't tell whether i'm uneasy or excited.
does that make any sense, at all? ah well.
my unmedicated brain has been known to be horribly intuitive. but it can also get me into trouble. tricky, tricky.
anyhow, i fucked...
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i've narrowed it down to feeling like something is a: going to happen, or b: i'm going to make something happen, and i can't tell whether i'm uneasy or excited.
does that make any sense, at all? ah well.
my unmedicated brain has been known to be horribly intuitive. but it can also get me into trouble. tricky, tricky.
anyhow, i fucked...
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today, some people came over and brunched with me. It was niiiiice. My living room hasn't been this spacious all semester! why do i make eveyrthing look nice when i'm leaving?? i don't know. So, yeai put a blanket down on the floor and we had a little indoor picnic with waffles, eggs, crepes, and hashbrowns. and of course, mimosas.
since then i've been cleaning,...
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since then i've been cleaning,...
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halfjack:
i am sorry that we didn't get to kiss in the snow and spoon and stuff before you left. but now you have something to look forward to when you come back! say hi to miami for mi.
quietlythere:
i love sea life, and sharks in particular.
i hope that Miami is nice and warm!!!
i'll just sit here and watch my Miami Vice dvds
i hope that Miami is nice and warm!!!
i'll just sit here and watch my Miami Vice dvds
today, well, today kinda sucked.
i'm making raspberry jell-o shots.
and i'm going to eat them.
and i'm going to go to bed, wake up early, go see my shrink, refill my prescription, clean my apartment and pretend at least half of my life has never happened.
recoil- ani
come home and my guitar
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my...
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i'm making raspberry jell-o shots.
and i'm going to eat them.
and i'm going to go to bed, wake up early, go see my shrink, refill my prescription, clean my apartment and pretend at least half of my life has never happened.
recoil- ani
come home and my guitar
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my...
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pearlbutterfly:
glad you are getting your meds again. and i ♥ jello shots, especially raspberry ones! 
xanderknight:
Jello shots, I haven't had one of them b4......I live a somewhat sheltered life......maybe the next time I see you, you can make me one.
Someone as beautiful and smart as you, cannot possibly have failed in life. Believe in yourself, and that your present and future will be brighter. I know that's the typical friend response, but its true.
Someone as beautiful and smart as you, cannot possibly have failed in life. Believe in yourself, and that your present and future will be brighter. I know that's the typical friend response, but its true.
FUCK YEA, my hispanic scholarship got renewed!!!
that's 2,500 dollars i didn't plummet my parents or me into debt with!!!
i won for essays i wrote whislt drunk on wine. and then, they send you a short form to fill out, to renew it. This time, i only had to write a drunken paragraph.
weeee! i love being tthe most uncuban, but still technically cuban,...
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that's 2,500 dollars i didn't plummet my parents or me into debt with!!!
i won for essays i wrote whislt drunk on wine. and then, they send you a short form to fill out, to renew it. This time, i only had to write a drunken paragraph.
weeee! i love being tthe most uncuban, but still technically cuban,...
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anyanka_____:
I am going to miss you so much!
ugh, feel like shit.
didn;t mean to get sick. hopefully, sleep will make everything better, but note that any of this weekends' plans are in jeopardy,
ive been throwing up fo a bit..ew.eweweweww. i thinki may have a fever. fuck shit damn.
didn;t mean to get sick. hopefully, sleep will make everything better, but note that any of this weekends' plans are in jeopardy,
ive been throwing up fo a bit..ew.eweweweww. i thinki may have a fever. fuck shit damn.
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halfjack:
you should make rick come over and take care of you
halfjack:
i am glad. also, my glasses are totally at your place somewhere.
ps - my cervical cancer biopsy came back negative 
in other news, i've been doing lots of work, and i think maybe not sleeping enough, cuz i feel slightly sickly today, but, meh. only a few baltimore days left till glorious, glorious miami, for a month!
oh, if only i could conjure up that warm sunshiney goodness right now, so i could have the cojones...
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in other news, i've been doing lots of work, and i think maybe not sleeping enough, cuz i feel slightly sickly today, but, meh. only a few baltimore days left till glorious, glorious miami, for a month!
oh, if only i could conjure up that warm sunshiney goodness right now, so i could have the cojones...
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mercie:
hooray for the Negative results!!
I shall miss your correspondence while you're gone. But I hope you enjoy your vacation back to Miami! ♥
I shall miss your correspondence while you're gone. But I hope you enjoy your vacation back to Miami! ♥
mercie:
awww, thanks sweetie! that was one of the best compliments I've gotten in ages.
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pearlbutterfly:
Hi~ Granny's right, you are cute! That lip tattoo must have hurt a lot!
notthellama:
halfjack dictated i say hi again. so, ummm,
"hi!"
you met me once in real life but you may not remember so maybe this counts? mwahaha.
"hi!"
you met me once in real life but you may not remember so maybe this counts? mwahaha.
ahh, so, let's see....I put some fun pictures in my folder thing.
I haven't been sleeping well, or, at all. My sleep schedule is really fucked up, but luckily, my darling mother is sending me some ambien she has leftover from her bout of insomnia, so maybe i can just break this cycle and drift back into dreamland with ease once again.
i still haven't...
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I haven't been sleeping well, or, at all. My sleep schedule is really fucked up, but luckily, my darling mother is sending me some ambien she has leftover from her bout of insomnia, so maybe i can just break this cycle and drift back into dreamland with ease once again.
i still haven't...
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anyanka_____:
Howdy lady, I feel your pain...I have been feeling sickly and having trouble sleeping myself the past few days. L and I are hoping to go on a little trip this weekend if you feel like getting into some mischief. We have not yet figured out where we are go but if you want to come along wherever it may be we are going you are more than welcome. Also, you should put that sexy mock suicide girl picture up you did, cause it's fucking hot and I think would be appropriate. Anyway, that being said, I hope you feel better and get some sleep! xoxoxo
jabroni:
"Never too old" - that has to be one of the cutest pics ever. However...the lip tatt is THE coolest. What's the story wit dat? Wait, let me guess - So when your makin' out, whoever your makin' out with can softly bite your bottom lip and look down and read it. Am I close?
2. i remember that you said that you are really good at makeup like halloween-type scars and stuff like that, so im think ing thats what you did to Anyanka
III. and in conclusion....*big yawn* work in less than 5 hrs.