thanks for the well-wishes. i've received more love and support than i could ever ask for. Except for one person who reallyreally still matters, and that hurts my feelings. but, whatever. Painkillers make killing feelings easy, too.
I was admitted to the hospital thursday night. had to go under the knife again, in the hands of a very...mmm..un-gentle doctor, who actually made me howl and whimper in pain. i almost made my friends mom cry, who heard me from outside my hospital room.
This all happened while the percocet was kickin in. My pain tolerance hasn't been challenged like that for a long time. i can't even remember what might have hurt that bad. he tried to needle me with numbing stuff, but because where he needed to get to, there was a tiny abscess, the numbing stuff doesn't quite do the job,. apparently.
The hospital was kinda, no, wait. extreeeemely slow, and denied me of my morphine for a good hour while my sister and friend held my hands and told me everything was going to be okay, whilst i tried my hardest not to cry, because every twitch and quiver of my face produced violent shocks of that heartwarming 'kill me now' feeling.
Anyhow, i was discharged earlier this evening, crashing at my second-mommy's place till my real mommy flies in to nurse me on monday, and trying to mentally prepare myself for some major life changes.
Love to you all.
I was admitted to the hospital thursday night. had to go under the knife again, in the hands of a very...mmm..un-gentle doctor, who actually made me howl and whimper in pain. i almost made my friends mom cry, who heard me from outside my hospital room.
This all happened while the percocet was kickin in. My pain tolerance hasn't been challenged like that for a long time. i can't even remember what might have hurt that bad. he tried to needle me with numbing stuff, but because where he needed to get to, there was a tiny abscess, the numbing stuff doesn't quite do the job,. apparently.
The hospital was kinda, no, wait. extreeeemely slow, and denied me of my morphine for a good hour while my sister and friend held my hands and told me everything was going to be okay, whilst i tried my hardest not to cry, because every twitch and quiver of my face produced violent shocks of that heartwarming 'kill me now' feeling.
Anyhow, i was discharged earlier this evening, crashing at my second-mommy's place till my real mommy flies in to nurse me on monday, and trying to mentally prepare myself for some major life changes.
Love to you all.
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quietlythere:
shakti:
hopefully all the craziness is over. glad you're ok. much love to you. <3