einglaswein

it's not a goodbye, it's a so-long, if you really want to keep in touch...

find me on myspace: http://www.myspace.com/extravehicularactivity

or lj, same EinGlasWein


I'm about to become even more of a hermit than i already have been, woo! i mean..i've been trying to find the time to sit down and watch a movie for like, 2 weeks now. still hasn't happened.

This does not really make me happy. But i've got obligations to fulfill.

Being bedridden for the past couple days, because of a cold but mostly cramps from hell, has also made me realize how little time i spend by myself. and i really need to spend time by myself. Because i'm a mess, and i need to tend to that messiness instead of putting it on hold all the time.

It's very hard for me to function a few days out of every month when my hormones are alll fskdjlfnodjbdsbgvojfsdjkvb, and it's also hard for me to function during winter. cold and grey do not a happy me make.
but i know i'm capable of great things. i just have to find ways of tricking myself into thinking i really want to do them? And remind myself about all the things i'm grateful for. Like the squish of the little aloe chunks floating around in the aloe drink i'm drinking. (yes, aloe juice...it's korean or something and comes in a big green bottle.)


let's all make it a point to be more grateful and think happy thoughts, eh?

see ya 'round, dearies.