einglaswein

Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself. Being true to anyone else or anything else is impossible.\
- Richard Bach

i've been kind of trying to stay away from all of my blogging sites, because i've been trying to get things done and the computer can have such a blackhole of time quality to it.

I'v never felt so passionately motivated and driven....unless you count maybe when i reaaally wanted out of my mom's uterus, 4 months too early. But i settled down when they gave us some morphine. Right now, i just can't stop. I've been in my studio till sunrise at least three times this week. I'm there more than my apartment, i think.

This is a complete 360 turn for me and school... School has always been the bane of my existence, the main thing that was in the way of me and "really living"- just going through obligational motions that were on authoritative figures' agendas. But right now, so many things are finally coming together, i see a point to it all, i'm being super productive and the more i get done, the more i'm inspired to grow as a person, figure shit out, and deal with some past issues that have been tucked away and neglected for way too long.


I'll be around, but the best thing to do is call, if too much Eva-energy is lacking in your life.


love to all.