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wow. i just wrote so many words, and accidentally deleted them all..

oh well. it wasn't that interesting, anyhow.
i threw this picture in(of me and member-gone-grey anyanka from thursday), because posts with pictures are more enticing.


so, i guess in sum:
~I should and want to write a book of all my interesting life adventures and quandries.
~ i declined a drink from someone last night, and hate how i have to be forever suspiscious of stranger-guys, and hate how just being friendly turns into being called naive tease. i gave a way too honest (i was in a very genuine/honest mood last night) and articulate explanation to my decline, and he said 'i bet you think a lot' i said 'that's why i drink a lot. cheers.' He ended up being very nice, and buying my neighbor, Ed a drink when he bumped into us later, while my out-of-town friend was being his energetic dancing monkey self on the dancefloor. it took me a few drinks and the arctic monkeys to finally make me dancy, towards the end of the evening.
~Earlier this week, i was reminded of why i always need to be suspicious of stranger guys. Sucks when you think you've made a new friend, and they just end up being a douche who's only interested in fucking your body.
~I've been trying to work on a tattoo design for my dad all day...part of a father's day present. i can't wait to see my family (mom on july 2, dad a few days after the 17th, maybe my sister next week, because i anticipate getting ansy around bmore and ny is fun and one of my best friends is having his first solo performance on the 28th..)
~There's a zombie walk tomorrow that i might want to go to. cause, you know how i do, and if you don't, here's a reminder:



if there were cash prizes, i'd be there in a second, but there are none, so it's just another option of vacation-filing.
~this made me lol

i've started compiling a perfect soundtrack to sum up a lot of paradoxical feelings for the past few weeks. Music is a very potent drug. if you don't know theses songs, you should really make friends with them, cause they're all sorts of awesome.::
Kansas- Dust in the wind
The Cure- lost
Tilly and the wall- Let it rain
Piano Magic- i came to your party dressed as a shadow
Velvet Acid Christ- slut
Cat Power- Still in love
Cat Power- Not what you want
Ani difranco- the diner
(okay, way too much ani, i know.- she basically has written the soundtrack to my entire life, and i'm SOSOSOSO sad that i can't see her play in DC tomorrow. le sigh.)
-Virtue
-Jukebox
- carry you around
-Providence- ain't that the way-slide- knuckle down
Mirah- body below
- Pretty Eyes
- Promise to me
Bright Eyes- Pull my hair
Bjork- human behavior
Murder by death- Until morale improves, the beating will continue
New order- Bizzare love triangle
PJ Harvey- One line
Portishead- Sour times
-Biscuit
- Glory box
the postal service- clark gable
ReginaSpektor-Fidelity