einglaswein

i don't really have a whole lot of time to fuck around on here, these days. and i'm trying to cut down on the things that are distracting me from the things i reallyreallyreally want to do.

Most of the words that mean anything have been going into my real journal. Or, spoken, because real-life is really much more fun than binary code and pixels....
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as my brain crack-a-lack-les fizzy whirring braindead sounds, i thought it would be the opportune time to update. i've been writing much more in my personal journals.

i'm in my studio drinking my first cup of coffee since....i don't even know. i'm more of the energy-drink kind of girl, cause coffee hurts my stomach lining. i got off work way early, leaving me time to...
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Thank you thank you thank you to every one who took the time to send me some happiness....i was trying to get myself mentally prepared for something.

Everything is fine. Tuesday was important. It involved a long ( and sometimes uncomfortable- repressed memories and such) talk with someone i knew would be able to point me back in the right direction.

You know what i...
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Please send happy words, pictures, quotes, anything you know will make me smile to: EinGlasWein@gmail.com

it's very important.

Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
No-one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair

Ill send an sos to the world
Ill send an sos to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle...
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i think tonight i'm grounding myself...to, um, get a little more grounded.

There's this agenda i have, that i keep letting people interrupt. i'm easily distracted. But the weird freak-out moments that've been happening lately are disturbing, and i really need to start tending to some neglected goals, instead of putting everything on pause, onto a grandiose To-do list, in exchange for socially satisfying, liver-impairing...
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am i a bad person for laughing so hard at this?suckers

AAAAAIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE nworfnorngeiongbibgfibgrogborfgbfdg!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm in such a fucking radiantly fantastic mood!!!!

the following is to be read waytoofast in a big run-on sentence::

Today in yoga, we did these twisty positions that were supposed to 'bring up some shit', and tears were totally spewing outta my eyeballs during the cooldown, but it was so cathartic, and then i came home, found my pre-ordered Cobra Starship cd...
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Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself. Being true to anyone else or anything else is impossible.\
- Richard Bach

i've been kind of trying to stay away from all of my blogging sites, because i've been trying to get things done and the computer can have such a blackhole of time quality to it.

I'v never felt so...
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A few friends, including Drago and JamieLee came out to welcome me back to Baltimore last night.

It was fun. Thanks, friends.


Recently, i've been tracking down a lot of people i used to know, or kind of knew but thought were cool and it's neat to see what they're up to now.

i need to clean and unpack likewoah. I wish i had a...
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