Man, I'm going to turn 30 in a month or so. To me it really sucks, but at the same time...it doesn't in a way. For some reason I feel I have should have accomplished more, (In my own eyes, fuck everyone else) than I have.
But I feel I haven't...and I don't know why, but yet I do. Kinda hard to explain. I really feel I've let myself down all these years. I'm a true believer in that you can't do anything for anyone else until you do something for yourself.
Well I'm a true cunt when it comes to myself unfortunately.
I guess it's time to shovel more coal into myself, because time waits for no man. And my stack of obituaries grows larger by the year. Easy to hate and a bitch to love is life. So try and live like it's your last day. Like Satchel Paige once said...
"Dance like no one is watching, and love like you've never been hurt."
I trully don't think there is a better album to sing along with in a druken stupor than OPIV's collection "Energy"
Those memories are so thick, and always will be to anyone who has been in on the know, since the know was the know.
Years ago NOFX did a song entitled "The Desperation's Gone"
And it rings harder by every year. I'm glad I grew up when I did, It'd suck serious ass to be half my age currently now.
And if you are...study your history and never forget to think for yourself first and foremost.
"Were not the first, and I hope we're not the last. For I know we're all headed for that adult crash..."
A bit of Ian MacKaye for all of you.
goodnight
But I feel I haven't...and I don't know why, but yet I do. Kinda hard to explain. I really feel I've let myself down all these years. I'm a true believer in that you can't do anything for anyone else until you do something for yourself.
Well I'm a true cunt when it comes to myself unfortunately.
I guess it's time to shovel more coal into myself, because time waits for no man. And my stack of obituaries grows larger by the year. Easy to hate and a bitch to love is life. So try and live like it's your last day. Like Satchel Paige once said...
"Dance like no one is watching, and love like you've never been hurt."
I trully don't think there is a better album to sing along with in a druken stupor than OPIV's collection "Energy"
Those memories are so thick, and always will be to anyone who has been in on the know, since the know was the know.
Years ago NOFX did a song entitled "The Desperation's Gone"
And it rings harder by every year. I'm glad I grew up when I did, It'd suck serious ass to be half my age currently now.
And if you are...study your history and never forget to think for yourself first and foremost.
"Were not the first, and I hope we're not the last. For I know we're all headed for that adult crash..."
A bit of Ian MacKaye for all of you.
goodnight