eidolon

today, my girlsriend's x called her out of nowhere and proposed to her. she said yes. you know those moments where you just wish you could get angry, but for whatever reason you can't..... actually loving someone is a bitch, eh? i wrote her this a couple of hours after she told me.

imagine us - someplace sunny and warm, leaning gently into our quiet...
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today, my girlsriend's x called her out of nowhere and proposed to her. she said yes. you know those moments where you just wish you could get angry, but for whatever reason you can't..... actually loving someone is a bitch, eh?

imagine us - someplace sunny and warm, leaning gently into our quiet embrace and speaking, with soft honesty, the words that we must.

so,...
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if anyone has an opportunity to see the neo futurists in chicago (i think there's an nyc group, too) i highly reccomend it. they do a show called 'too much light makes the baby go blind.' its beautiful, democratic theater where the group attempts to perform 30 plays in 60 minutes -daunting, to be sure. the audience decides the order of the plays, and much...
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so
1 entry and 1 comment. not too shabby. comment from twwly, no less.
ani llama = ani difranco
a name used rarely, but i like it. somthing in the way her wit and conscience battle for your affections makes her totally irresistable to me. i've been listening for over a decade, so i must be hooked. what can i say, i'm a shameless fan....
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I've never kept a journal in private, semi-private or public life. That said, it appears that this is indeed, as the Ani Llama said, my next bold move.
Lets start with the middle.
A friend in Vermont has to put his dog to sleep today. They've been together for many years and all of us that know him are going to miss him terribly. The...
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