One day left.
It's been a good year.
I really don't have much else to say on the matter.
Those of you who have touched my life, be it for a moment, a month or longer, know who you are.
Whether you made me laugh, smile, cry, think dirty thoughts, or all of the above, at least you've made me feel. I can't sat that...
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It's been a good year.
I really don't have much else to say on the matter.
Those of you who have touched my life, be it for a moment, a month or longer, know who you are.
Whether you made me laugh, smile, cry, think dirty thoughts, or all of the above, at least you've made me feel. I can't sat that...
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These days - melancholy, introspection, apathy and a shameful lack of lust.
Apathy, as of late, has had a much bigger hand in my liife than I would like. I'm going out, seeing friends, catching up with some I haven't seen in years, but the machine that goes ping hasn't in a while.
I've had 'Ol' 55' by Tom Waits stuck in my head for...
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Apathy, as of late, has had a much bigger hand in my liife than I would like. I'm going out, seeing friends, catching up with some I haven't seen in years, but the machine that goes ping hasn't in a while.
I've had 'Ol' 55' by Tom Waits stuck in my head for...
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neyrissa:
Thanks for your reply in my journal. It was spot on. I'm dealing with manic depression myself.
It is VERY hard to admit to yourself that you have a mental illness at the age of 21. It's even harder to get family to deal with it.
We're getting there, slowly.
I just can't wait till I start the new meds. I can't go on like this.
It is VERY hard to admit to yourself that you have a mental illness at the age of 21. It's even harder to get family to deal with it.
We're getting there, slowly.
I just can't wait till I start the new meds. I can't go on like this.
sophie:
hey you! you're here! yay for that. you're a dollface. i am glad you're still here and hopefully it's a good thing in your life right now.
Two things.
Thing the First
I live smack in the middle of the 3rd largest city in these United States. Each and every night, my lights are the last ones on for a couple of blocks in every direction.
Thing the Second
About 90 minutes ago, I was in my house, doing whatever it is I do, here. I realized that my right arm was...
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Thing the First
I live smack in the middle of the 3rd largest city in these United States. Each and every night, my lights are the last ones on for a couple of blocks in every direction.
Thing the Second
About 90 minutes ago, I was in my house, doing whatever it is I do, here. I realized that my right arm was...
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sophie:
happy thanksgiving most darling boy.
yeah, it is a serious trip the move and the snow like never before and the challenges it presents and driving to work seeing (i swear i counted) along a highway distance of 20 miles, quite literally 19 cars that had slid off the road into the snow covered median or the side of the road. many abandoned, some with people still in them. at 8:30am.
and me in my little rear wheel drive truck with bags of concrete in the back because they were out of sand, thinking, "shit, and they've got kansas license plates. they've actually driven through this shit before!"
crazy.
yeah, it is a serious trip the move and the snow like never before and the challenges it presents and driving to work seeing (i swear i counted) along a highway distance of 20 miles, quite literally 19 cars that had slid off the road into the snow covered median or the side of the road. many abandoned, some with people still in them. at 8:30am.
and me in my little rear wheel drive truck with bags of concrete in the back because they were out of sand, thinking, "shit, and they've got kansas license plates. they've actually driven through this shit before!"
crazy.
april:
aww, thanks. happy t-day to you too, yep, tofurkey!
-ape
-ape
I feel like I need to update.
Problem is, I don't have anything spectacular to report.
My time, since returning from Portland, has been fairly cerebral - more observing and feeling than interacting and doing.
I bet that sounds more melancholly than it feels.
I have something I should tell a friend of mine. My conscience carries a light burden by knowing what I know,...
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Problem is, I don't have anything spectacular to report.
My time, since returning from Portland, has been fairly cerebral - more observing and feeling than interacting and doing.
I bet that sounds more melancholly than it feels.
I have something I should tell a friend of mine. My conscience carries a light burden by knowing what I know,...
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hotcurry:
I'm so sick... 
I want to lay in bed all weekend.
I thought I would be able to cut this cold off at the pass, but it's just getting worse. That will teach me to run around like a crazy person as I did yesterday. When will I learn to take care of myself? 
I want to lay in bed all weekend.
I thought I would be able to cut this cold off at the pass, but it's just getting worse.
That will teach me to run around like a crazy person as I did yesterday. When will I learn to take care of myself?
hotcurry:
I'm sorry I haven't gotten in touch with you in a while. I'm not at all well still. And the fact that I've been running around and moving furniture to set up writer's offices hasn't exactly been doing me any good. I need some uninterrupted shut eye.
I hope you are well. Thank you for all the sweet well wishes.
I hope you are well. Thank you for all the sweet well wishes.
*As the rare porterhouse and the fourth pint of Boddington's take hold, the boy decides to update his journal.*
I'm back from visiting Portland, my X and her fiance. It had the potential to be a bit awkward but managed not to be. We've both moved on sufficiently and it's plain to see that she's found something that we never had. We had something, for...
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I'm back from visiting Portland, my X and her fiance. It had the potential to be a bit awkward but managed not to be. We've both moved on sufficiently and it's plain to see that she's found something that we never had. We had something, for...
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thelibra:
*poke*
hotcurry:
I'm sorry, I've been so swamped with requests and commissioned pieces, I've been busy organizing and working all day. i didn't think I'd get such a response. I probably won't be online until late tonight. Will you still be around then?
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dunx:
The rain can indeed be trying out here...I've learned to cope and even appreciate it most of the time, but many can't. Today was absolutely beautiful, I'm sorry you didn't see it.
And I have no doubt the Beagle enjoyed your story. She seemed to not mind at least...
And I have no doubt the Beagle enjoyed your story. She seemed to not mind at least...
As of yesterday, ties with the X of these last 11 months have been totally severed.
Of course, there's more to the story. There always is.
Still-
The man in the black suit who manages the velvet ropes to my heart has informed me that her name is no longer on the list, and she will not be granted admittance. Sorry, babe.
No more lurid...
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Of course, there's more to the story. There always is.
Still-
The man in the black suit who manages the velvet ropes to my heart has informed me that her name is no longer on the list, and she will not be granted admittance. Sorry, babe.
No more lurid...
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hotcurry:
Yay!!! I had a very happy drive home. 
hotcurry:
of course I'l be drifting off to sweet dreams. Thank you again.
So.....
I heard about Linda Hamilton going public with her bipolar disorder. On one hand, good for her. It is misunderstood and research is in it's infancy. On the other hand, I fear that bipolar will now become the celebrity pity-cause of the week. It shouldn't be long, now, before everyone with an occasional mood swing will start talking about their own life-long battle. As...
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I heard about Linda Hamilton going public with her bipolar disorder. On one hand, good for her. It is misunderstood and research is in it's infancy. On the other hand, I fear that bipolar will now become the celebrity pity-cause of the week. It shouldn't be long, now, before everyone with an occasional mood swing will start talking about their own life-long battle. As...
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thelibra:
play with the jewelry...hmm
i need someone to play with in general.
i need someone to play with in general.
hotcurry:
Thank you. You're wonderfully sweet as always.
So, I just threw out all the food in my fridge that had either gone bad or outlived it's usefullness in other ways.
I'm left with a Brita filter, rye bread, beer and condiments.
Be sure to tune in for our next jaw-slacking episode:
'Progress Loves Regression'
*or*
'How Single am I?'
I'm left with a Brita filter, rye bread, beer and condiments.
Be sure to tune in for our next jaw-slacking episode:
'Progress Loves Regression'
*or*
'How Single am I?'
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twitchmc02:
Sailor jerry's Hawaii shop! Damn that kicks ass. Now I gotta wait until Febuary to get some more done.
hotcurry:
How've you been? I haven't seen you around in a few days. Hope all is well.
As of today, I have earned flagging rights.
That means i've spent entirely too much time here, right?
I went shopping for suits today, as job interviews kick into full swing in a few weeks.
I sold suits for a long, long time, but have nothing that fits me anymore. Whatever I already have would have to be either completely recut or is just not...
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That means i've spent entirely too much time here, right?
I went shopping for suits today, as job interviews kick into full swing in a few weeks.
I sold suits for a long, long time, but have nothing that fits me anymore. Whatever I already have would have to be either completely recut or is just not...
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flick:
$8 I will probably get ten pairs!!!!!!!!
They cost me $40 here...... so $ even with the exchange (our Canadian dollar seems to be of good value for the exchange rate lately). Yeeeehaw!
They cost me $40 here...... so $ even with the exchange (our Canadian dollar seems to be of good value for the exchange rate lately). Yeeeehaw!
kiva:
heeeheeeheee Good luck with yer dressing up for the man experiance!
Thanks for your sweet comments. You are right. She comes first. And I am sure once I have my life back in order a new man will appear...not that I am looking for one...but they always seem to pop up.
Thanks for your sweet comments. You are right. She comes first. And I am sure once I have my life back in order a new man will appear...not that I am looking for one...but they always seem to pop up.
i heart you.
yes. get them. and if the show ends way early then the night will be young and we can do whatever we want afterwards. yes?
i can't wait to see you this saturday!!!!