Arrrggh... she's gone. Overseas for a time that seems too long.
Longing for a half-love, is that what it's come to... for her attention is surely divided in halves, probably sixteenths.
It's so messed up!
You know of this effect that guys describe - that when they are single, then women are disinterested in them. But once they are taken, all of a sudden women can sense the change, and are EXTREMELY interested...
I'm not even really taken, yet this effect is undeniable... old flames trying to get in touch out of nowhere... the amount of flirty looks I've been getting in the metro is insane! (winter is also when I look best, no sweat stains, lots of scarves and fun hats).
Meanwhile I've got this nutty ex who is (I'm 95% sure) stalking me! Getting strangers to send me facebook messages in her name... I'm glad she doesn't know where I live!
So love is all around me, but I'm only getting the slightest glimpses...
I did get to go see her off at the station... how amazingly romantic is that, a surprise visit, a sentimental gift, a secret kiss....
I guess one day soon, in the next couple of months, by july at the latest, I will know where I'm going... I just hope I don't get hit by a bus or some such shit before then...
Longing for a half-love, is that what it's come to... for her attention is surely divided in halves, probably sixteenths.
It's so messed up!
You know of this effect that guys describe - that when they are single, then women are disinterested in them. But once they are taken, all of a sudden women can sense the change, and are EXTREMELY interested...
I'm not even really taken, yet this effect is undeniable... old flames trying to get in touch out of nowhere... the amount of flirty looks I've been getting in the metro is insane! (winter is also when I look best, no sweat stains, lots of scarves and fun hats).
Meanwhile I've got this nutty ex who is (I'm 95% sure) stalking me! Getting strangers to send me facebook messages in her name... I'm glad she doesn't know where I live!
So love is all around me, but I'm only getting the slightest glimpses...
I did get to go see her off at the station... how amazingly romantic is that, a surprise visit, a sentimental gift, a secret kiss....
I guess one day soon, in the next couple of months, by july at the latest, I will know where I'm going... I just hope I don't get hit by a bus or some such shit before then...