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Sunday Feb 20, 2005

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Have you ever felt so incredibly alone? No one in the world belogns to you and you don't belong to them, not in an object way, but in a human way, no one to pour your heart out to. I have 40 numbers on my phone and none I feel comfortable crying over the phone to, none to come to my resuce. So I cry alone in my car, my only refuge, then return defeated to my apartment and cry over my computer, your computer will always want to go online when you can't get a friend to have one drink with you.

My boyfriend is in Iraq for 6 months, it's been a little over a month so far. I desire no one else but I truly need a friend and it seems none are at my disposal. No one wants to drink or go out, or even go to the Barnes and Noble when I am the one calling. They find enough time on other days to do so. I feel betrayed and very, very alone. frown
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zanafar:
Im always alone frown
22 years now....and my lonileness is eating me alive frown
Id be happy to hang with you....but since thats not very possible....Im more than willing to chat.
I spend some time in Irag too....so maybe I can answer some questions
Feb 20, 2005
madb16:
Should have called me Id go hang out with you. kiss
Feb 20, 2005

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