ugh! today has just been a steady decline for me. I got a therapist appointment finally, I took care of some more financial bullshit, and I called my boss to inform him of my return to work on Monday, May 16th. It usually feels good to get things accomplished but Im not feeling it today. I think I just overwhelmed myself over the past few...
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Today was better than most. I even saw my ex wife and I cried like a baby but I was able to cope a little better than normal (I didn't cut). I'm just so upset that she had someone waiting before she told me she was leaving me. I'm still not over it. I really just want to find that one person that I can...
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MAn. I'm feeling like a million times better. I'm not sure what's different but the past two days have been very positive for me. I got this great girls number and she owns an art gallery so I'm excited about that. Maybe I just needed some strongbad.
http://www.homestarrunner.com/fhqwhgads.html
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I'm not o fucking k
i am in a bad place again.
I'm in trouble
I'm lost
I'm scared
I can't do this anymore
I need help
I need help
I need help.............
plaese emake it stop
I don't want ot feel this pain anhymore
My life is in dange
don't be upset with me Ijust need it to stop hurting.
please help.
I'm dyying...
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i am in a bad place again.
I'm in trouble
I'm lost
I'm scared
I can't do this anymore
I need help
I need help
I need help.............
plaese emake it stop
I don't want ot feel this pain anhymore
My life is in dange
don't be upset with me Ijust need it to stop hurting.
please help.
I'm dyying...
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malina:
I know that I don't really know you hun, but I saw your reply to my thread in the depression outlet and I just wanted to add you and say hello.
God damn it. do these thoughts of suicide ever go away? I got to get to sleep.
so my therapist wants me to take up photography again. I really want to but I can't seem to find the motivation or inspiration to do anything about it.
I feel like Im lost in my own head and my broken heart cant get me out of the darkness.
*I'm using this journal to vent and hopefully find some therapeutic value in writting out my thoughts*
Everyday since my discharge from in patient has gotten worse Im trying so hard and I still find myself struggling with the same thoughts. Evertime I need something from my house I see my soon to be ex wfe and I fall apart all over again. I just...
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Everyday since my discharge from in patient has gotten worse Im trying so hard and I still find myself struggling with the same thoughts. Evertime I need something from my house I see my soon to be ex wfe and I fall apart all over again. I just...
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First post. I'm back for the nut hut.
here is the cliff notes...
wife is leaving me
was going to commit suicide but the wife took me to the ER
13 days in the inpatient mental health center
4 weeks to go in the out patient after care program (started today)
i'm on zoloft (anti-depresant)
i'm on rispadal (anti-psychotic)
meet a cool chick in there,...
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here is the cliff notes...
wife is leaving me
was going to commit suicide but the wife took me to the ER
13 days in the inpatient mental health center
4 weeks to go in the out patient after care program (started today)
i'm on zoloft (anti-depresant)
i'm on rispadal (anti-psychotic)
meet a cool chick in there,...
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