egorgry

First post. I'm back for the nut hut.
here is the cliff notes...

wife is leaving me
was going to commit suicide but the wife took me to the ER
13 days in the inpatient mental health center
4 weeks to go in the out patient after care program (started today)
i'm on zoloft (anti-depresant)
i'm on rispadal (anti-psychotic)
meet a cool chick in there, what can I say I like the crazy ones.
I'm homeless for now.
I still want to kill myself but I'm trying to be a good boy.
I have a history of untreated depression social anxiety and cutting
in short I'm a fucking mess and I haven't had sex in over three months.