Saturday Nov 12, 2005

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Very productive two days. I painted my office, hung new blinds, and curtains, and fixed my furnace with my pops. The office looks good I'm kinda proud of myself. smile The furnace was pretty much just my dad telling me what to do and doing most of teh hard stuff himself. I'm just happy to have heat again. It was cold in NJ last night.
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msashleypaige:
gee, thanks lol
girl_afraid:
im sorry, honey.
thank you for your support. kiss

Monday Nov 07, 2005

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Friday Nov 04, 2005

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I have to work tonight at 11:00 pm just to upgrade soem software on one of teh unix systems. This will take me all of 5 minutes and it's completly transparent to the users so I could have done this anytime today but the business units wanted to make me suffer and login from home and do it at 11:00pm. non tech people telling tech...
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Wednesday Nov 02, 2005

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I am really enjoying quake4 it's a lot of fun. The single player mode is much more linear then teh previous ones and has a story with objectives. It kinda ties togther teh doom and quake franchises. I'm sure no one cares. smile but i'm off to play my video game.

Monday Oct 31, 2005

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This is the most stressfull time of year for my german shep. She just freaks out at all teh people coming to teh door. My husley mix loves it. It runs out on the lawn and says hello to everyone. He is very charming and handsom too. The other day he smotherd the UPS delivery man with love then nearly got in teh truck with...
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Saturday Oct 29, 2005

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I have to go to a party and I'm fucking sick about it. Fuck this social anxiety. If I don't get out I'll slip into a deeper depression. I feel like dying. I wish I was comfortable with myself, I wish I could relate to other people.

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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I have three giant bags of candy for halloween and I've been eating it all. I hope I have enough for the childrens. wink

I'm trying to buy a sofa and it's such a pain in the ass. Fabric choices, colors, length, depth, wtf? I can build a computer from scratch but I panic picking out a sofa.

The iPod with video is cooler than I...
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jodi_marie:
I wish I had a sofa. My house is too small for one right now. frown

I know the cutting feeling. But just try and be strong. Read, write or do something else! Try and keep your mind elsewhere. I'm always here to talk if you need it!
jodi_marie:
THANK YOU! kiss kiss kiss That put a smile on my face. And today was not a good day. Ugh blasted bad days.

Saturday Oct 22, 2005

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Blah! more rain this weekend. frown I'm bored out of my mind. Sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself. When I feel like going out it's cold and raining when it's nice I'm afraid to leave teh house. maybe it's some subconscious excuse for not doing stuff, I dunno?

I have this friend and we got along real well. She's smart, funny, interesting,...
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Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

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I got my 60GB iPod video today and man it's like sex in alittle white and chrome package of goodness. For pictures of said sexy device go here

It's just a hair thinner then my 10GB gen3 and it has a bigger screen and a boat load more capacity.
devilsplum:
WHAT does an IPod do anyways?
I should be ashamed to even write this as it shows how "out of touch" I am with the world today...oh well. whatever
I can't even figure out why I can't get yahoo messenger to work. frown
I have NO techy skills....BUT....I'm handy around the house. wink
And I have this one tomato plant growing outside with about 200 tomatoes on it!!
Exciting stuff...
jodi_marie:
Well, at first he prescribed Lexapro, then after that came lamictal. I started on 10mg of the Lexapro, then he upped me to 15 mg. The lamictal started at 100mg, and i'm now taking 200mg. Plus the Trazodone to help me sleep, and he gave me Seroquel for my urges. I think that pretty much sums it up. God, it just makes me nervous though. I just feel like he wants to dope me up, and that will fix everything. frown

Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

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Well, Quincy is doing much better today. The swelling has gone down alot. He still kinda lethargic but hey so am I. I feel good about his recovery. to see ugly pics of what h e looked like yesterday go here and feel sorry for teh liltle guy.
girl_afraid:
that's good to hear.
thankie baby. wink

Monday Oct 17, 2005

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My poor baby boy, Quincy, my huskey mix had some swelling under his eye on Saturday which wasn't too bad. so I gave him some benadryl for teh allergies that I thought he had because the vet assumed this was teh case. Anyway by Sunday evening he was getting worse. The swelling was about the size of agolf ball and it was pushing up on...
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msashleypaige:
awww, the poor baby. frown


I hope he feels better very soon.
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