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I'm pretty sure I've lost my mind.

I've lost almost everything else, so I guess it's not a huge lose.

I'm somewhere in California, I don't have a place to live anymore, and my car is almost dead. I'm angry all the time and I am not handling things very well anymore. I don't bother posting pictures, I lost the camera anyway, so it wasn't...
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jay_blank:
Damn man. Is there anything I can do?
joesph90:
Doesn't sound too good.
I hope something works itself out for you soon. Let me know if there anything I can do?....I'm a little far away but......
Take care man.
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I just dropped a shitload of "friends" from my list. I had a bunch of people but none of them ever interacted with me, so what's the point?

I just got a New AIM dealie. so why don't you add me to yours and talk to me. I'm feeling weird about SG right now. I can't go in chat, due to my crap dial-up connection,...
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nexttuesday:
you drop all these friends and never update again...ridiculous
sharona1881:
youre missed around chat frown
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What can I say?

I'm trying to deal with a Dial-up connection, and I'm getting my life in order here in California. I haven't been around as much, but that really isn't an issue, since no one really seems to care.

(pity me) smile

Anyway, what's going on? I've been reading some of the blogs, of my friends here and some of you aren't posting very...
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egocentric:
At the Beginning of the month.
randomrockstar:
You know, I thought that too, but I have to admit that the stars out here are amazing at night, and it's really quiet...and the house is totally worth it...that and NOT being at my old place. If I had a place like this in Grover it would make it so much better! Oh well....beggars can't be choosey I suppose...
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Well, I decided to bite the bullet nd move my family back to California. I have tons of California friends, and now maybe I can meet some of the ones from here, in person. smile
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I slept a lot yesterday, so I have the feeling that I'll be awake a lot today, but that's ok.

I haven't been here much lately, but I'm trying to post more, and I'll be in chat more.

Have a good monday.

smile
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Last night was very cool and very weird, and I thought I'd share it with you all.

First, after work, I went with Mrs. Ego and we rented a Hotel room, then we went to several different clubs in town, looking for people to hang out with.

We ended up at "Drunken Monkeys" here in Fort Collins, and met a guy we had seen at...
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joesph90:
Good times all round!
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If you read this soon enough, it might make sense...

If you goto SalisGod.com, you can listen to my Internet radio show.

Do you wonder what I sound like, or what I like to talk about, or listen to?

Sure you do...

http://salisgod.com wink
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Sorry, I haven't been around much this week.

I was busy with the Howard Stern Show.

If you're a fan of the show, feel free to join my new site....http://SalisGod.com

I'm going to try and check in a bit more.

I love ya. smile
fluffitykitty:
i hate howard stern

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I had the greatest conversation with my wife last night, we never really open up and talk. So when we do, it's better than sex for me. it was a very eye opening evening, that only seemed to get better as the night went on. I wouldn't feel right going into details, because I feel sometimes you have things you share, and things you keep....
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joesph90:
I love those times when you really open up to someone close....so refreshing!
By the way whats Sirius Radio? excuse my ignorance.
Crazy with the "seeing someone die", before I moved to Melbourne I hadn't really seen people involved in hard drugs, so it's taken a little time to get used to seeing it right in front of me.......I am also "happy I won't".
egocentric:
Sirus Radio is radio via Satellite Radio.
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When things seem hopeless, be sure to open your eyes.

Things are never as bad as you think they are, and you can come back from almost anything.


That being said, I'm waiting for my medication, it's the Provigil, and It helps me handle my frustration, so I'm trying to handle it in other ways until I get the meds. Today will be a real...
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azrielle:
I took provigil but it was for narcolepsy..and I didn't even have it..lolsmile The next american wonderdrug....
Hope it works for you smile
ennui_23:
My best friend is on Provigil. After years of trying different stuff, apparently this is the only thing that worked for him.