egocentric

I was looking at my friends list today, and I noticed there were no men on it. It's not by design, as I once had a pretty equal amount of men and women on the list. This also seems to mirror the amount of male friends I keep in my real life. I wonder what it all means.

I have always had a hard time making friends of either gender, and when I make a friend, it's a choice I don't take lightly, as these relationships are rare, and important to me. It just seems I make women friends easier than male friends in the last few years. I wonder why that is, and if it's a lack of opportunity or a lack of guys I can get along with. I think it might have a lot to do with the way I seem to move around a lot.

I'm not really looking for more male friends, here or anywhere, I was just pondering it a bit.

I hope everyone is doing well today.