egocentric

I've been dealing with a lot of pain over the last few days, to the point where I couldn't eat or sleep. A lot of my teeth need to be worked on, but I can never seem to afford it. So for the last few days I was not sleeping, for more than two hours at a time, and I could only eat one small meal a day and that would cause more pain.

I went to the ER to get something for the pain, and so I could Sleep. I got some a days worth or pain meds and antibiotics from the ER Doctor and scripts for more today, since the pharmacy wasn't open yesterday. I was starting to feel better, after my first dose, but while I was asleep, I guess the pain came back. I woke up in severe pain with my hand in my mouth trying to pull my teeth apart from each other and out of my mouth. I think I might've screwed my teeth up worse. So instead of waiting for the right time, I took my second dose early to deal with the new pain, but that made me so fucked up, that I passed out sitting on the couch, and I woke up late, and had to drive the two miles to pick up my wife, while in a fog, and I couldn't tell if it was real or a dream.

I took the last dose before I went to bed, but It wore off a few hours ago, so I don't have any meds left, and I can't get more until later today.

But it seems like the pain is within my ablity to deal with it right now, so I think I can make it.

I hope everyone else is doing well, and with less pain than I am.