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egocentric

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Monday Jul 17, 2006

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There is always room for improvement.

I find myself in a mode of self discovery. Before, I would consider this some sort of Self Deprecation, or trying to put myself down, and make myself feel bad about my flaws. Now I see it as Embracing the flaws I can't change, and changing the flaws I can. I know that sounded so 12 step, but it's how I'm going to do it.

I need to stay up just a little longer, so I can pay some bills and maybe get a short tan in, so I can start my mission. I hope I don't burn badly, I only want to be there 10 minutes, that should be good.

I've never thought of myself as attractive, and I never took anyone's word on it, just assuming it was pity or worse. I think I'm starting to understand, that I'm attractive in my own way, like everyone is. Also, being attractive, isn't just good looks, it's personality and charisma. I have plenty of those.

I want to order some of that Herbal Yohimbe, and see if it will keep me hard, like I've heard it might. I haven't made love for over an hour in a couple years, and I want to see if I can do it again. I still feel young, and I want to play that part as long as I can.

I decided to cut back on my Pepsi intake, as it has so much sugar and I want to lose those last hard 20 or 30 pounds this summer. So I tried Diet Pepsi, but I can't get used to the taste yet. My solution is Half Pepst, Half Diet Pepsi. I hope I can handle that.

Will you still love me when I'm tan, thin and able to please a woman proper?

I certainly hope so. wink

See you later...
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egocentric:
As often as possible, my dear.
Jul 17, 2006
jay_blank:
I switched from Coke to Diet Coke a month ago and I've already felt an improvement. And actually, two weeks ago I switched to caffeine free.....the first week was murder...I wanted caffeine so badly. Now I'm fine, and I find I sleep a lot better at night and am more awake duing the day.

But enough about me... Self reflection is so important; especially when you decide to accept your 'flaws' and work on your strengths. Once you become happy with yourself, people won't help but be all over you.

And hell! 29 isn't too old to fuck like a sailor on shore leave! I'm 32 and I still knock it out when I get the opportunity. In the words of Jive Talker 2 in Airplane "Hey, you know what they say... See a broad, to get that booty yak 'em.....Lay 'er down 'n smack 'em yak 'em"

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Jul 17, 2006

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