egocentric

I've been taking this new Medication for my mental health issues for about a week, it's call Provigil. They made it for people with Narcelepsy, but like with most meds, it serves many purposes. I take it for ADHD, and it's used mostly to keep me awake, and focused all day long. It's done so much more than that, though. It's actually changed me into the person I always knew I could be, but could figure out how to be. It was like living in a prison, then finding the key. Still I'm having a few problems, I still get frustrated, and I'm not always happy. That being said, being happy 85% of the time is much better than being happy 15% of the time.

I went out today to see if I could get a bigger car for my family. I have horrible credit, and I'm barely making my bills as it is, but we need a bigger car I can trust to not break down. I found a couple promissing minivans out there today, but i doubt that I'll have money to afford the down payment. So close yet so far, sometimes.

Enjoy the weekend.

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