effigyofaltruism

I've never noticed this until recently. I can be really selfish with alot of things. Sometimes I dont even need to be or should be and yet I am. I tend to automatically link my emotions without even the slightest of thoughts. I put myself out there without even the slightest hesitation. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing anymore but it doesn't matter to me right now. My only worries have just been ignored and I am just trying to enjoy every minute that I live, yet I cant stop feeling like I want to bang my head against the wall or punch something. I've never ever felt this way before and its been bothering me all day today. Will it stop...I dont know...the only thing I do know is that I will simply let my heart govern everything from now on. Gotta stop thinking and simply act..hopefully I can start doing that soon.