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Its really cool when girls cant act their own age. When they are desperate for attention and dont care whether they get good or bad. When they pretend to cry for no reason just to see how you'll react. When they scream like 3 year old children to get your attention when you're busy....

Okay.. all girls arent like that.. but the one I'm living with is. She gets mad at me for being stressed out when I work 10 days in a row without a night off.... She refuses to get out of bed in the morning during the only daylight hours I get to spend with her... she makes up a new sickness each day to have an excuse for me to spend the day with her in bed rather then going out and enjoying life... Then I get blamed for and nightmares she had... or she'll get mad at me for something that happened in a dream...

We used to play videogames every night, cuddle and enjoy eachothers company... and occationally do stuff that involved chains locks and blindfolds..... Now it seems like all we ever do at night is fight... and I really dont want that... because I love her..

but its hard to stay in love when the person you care about never considers your feelings... how long of a working day you had... how stressed you are.. how sometimes you just want to be alone to relax...

My grammar is so bad... I shouldnt be talking in second person like that... Its obvious that I mean ME ... I am the one who is pissed at her for being lay, selfish, and heartless...

She has been turning me into a bad person.. and that really upsets me... I'm not a violent person.. I'm not an angry person.. but when someone wont leave me be when I need to be alone.. .I act out.. and thats whats been happening..

I am NOT mean.. dont call me that...

Is a policeman 'mean' when he arrests a guilty person.. no.. he's only reacting to that persons wrong doing...

so why am i called mean for telling her to go away when she is screaming at me for attention? Am I not mearly reacting to her childish behavior?