eevie

oh man.
i got smashed into today by some old couple. just driving along the road on my way back to the house. completely t-boned. it's 100% not my fault... but go fucking figure... i have no collision insurance on my car. the most i can get back from the old couples' insurance is 500 measly bucks... it's like a slap in the face to even ask for that little amount. i was minding my own business, dub-stepping in my car and going speed limit, and they completely blindsided me. now, because of unfortunate circumstances alone, i'm completely fucked out of a car.

man...
shit has been rough lately. and just when i was starting to turn my attitude around in my mind...
fuck, man. i'm so dependent on my vehicle.
the book i've been reading has been all about finding meaning in suffering. so i guess i gotta go looking around for this one...
god damn, dude. i'm trying to be strong, especially when home life has been so turbulent. i'm trying reeeeaaaal hard man.
shit :/
i wish i wasn't so fucking poor.
i need to figure out how to make money...
fast...
ugh.
but i work for minimum wage. and i'm still paying my dad off for my laptop.
what the fuck am i supposed to do...
damn dude. what a fucking curveball :/