stay gold Eddie (9-27)
Being a walking contradiction means a great deal of things. It means I have an open mind about a lot of things. It means that sometimes I can't decide because I get pulled in 2 different directions. It often means my mind and heart are in direct conflict with one another. It can be a fun adventure and a tiring redundancy....
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Being a walking contradiction means a great deal of things. It means I have an open mind about a lot of things. It means that sometimes I can't decide because I get pulled in 2 different directions. It often means my mind and heart are in direct conflict with one another. It can be a fun adventure and a tiring redundancy....
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The light above my head and clicking of time passing fine
I spin my wheels and add a twist of fate to enhance the design
It makes me remember my future plans for an everchanging year
so I can find new ways to cover old wounds that I hold dear
My fingers release the pain while my heart holds you to blame
Isn't it an...
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I spin my wheels and add a twist of fate to enhance the design
It makes me remember my future plans for an everchanging year
so I can find new ways to cover old wounds that I hold dear
My fingers release the pain while my heart holds you to blame
Isn't it an...
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pep (9-14)
Who else needs discipline in your life? Every now and then I take a step back and look at the bigger picture of me. Most times when I do this I do not like what I see. I see a lack of control. I see someone who makes excuses and rationalizes things away. I see content when I should see hunger. I see...
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Who else needs discipline in your life? Every now and then I take a step back and look at the bigger picture of me. Most times when I do this I do not like what I see. I see a lack of control. I see someone who makes excuses and rationalizes things away. I see content when I should see hunger. I see...
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severus:
I need discipline like hell.
And thank you, it's really scary... and the last weeks been upside down. It's hard when you're not sure what you want, or if you don't dare to say what you want, or you can't get what you want, or.. and.. blahhh. But, you are right about that it's better than staying in a situation that isn't really good for you and should change.
And my name... well, it's not very common even here. It used to be popular in the 1950's in Sweden. It's from Germany like most names around here it feels like, it's created from names like "Engel" like.. Angel, but it can also said being a version of INGA. And you know Inga from Sweden don't you
But yeah, not very common these days. Usually Americans and British people can't say it right though, you don't have the "ng" sound in your language. The "I" should be soft and NOT hard, and the "g" are soft too. and NOT hard. Hmmm.
And thank you, it's really scary... and the last weeks been upside down. It's hard when you're not sure what you want, or if you don't dare to say what you want, or you can't get what you want, or.. and.. blahhh. But, you are right about that it's better than staying in a situation that isn't really good for you and should change.
And my name... well, it's not very common even here. It used to be popular in the 1950's in Sweden. It's from Germany like most names around here it feels like, it's created from names like "Engel" like.. Angel, but it can also said being a version of INGA. And you know Inga from Sweden don't you
But yeah, not very common these days. Usually Americans and British people can't say it right though, you don't have the "ng" sound in your language. The "I" should be soft and NOT hard, and the "g" are soft too. and NOT hard. Hmmm. guilt by association
It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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guilt by association
It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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guilt by association
It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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It was a Tuesday morning. At the time I had class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, so I thought that I'd sleep in a bit. In those days when I was off I'd usually sleep in until 11 or even noon sometimes. Strangely I woke up just after 9am. I rose out of bed and staggered towards the bathroom. I was crossing...
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the good, the bad and the sleepy (9-6)
What a nutty weekend it was. I begin on Friday where I had so much optimism about the 3 days off that were coming. As I left work Friday in the early evening my focus was on softball. I had a game in a few hours and I couldn't wait for it. I had been swinging a...
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What a nutty weekend it was. I begin on Friday where I had so much optimism about the 3 days off that were coming. As I left work Friday in the early evening my focus was on softball. I had a game in a few hours and I couldn't wait for it. I had been swinging a...
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severus:
Hi. Woah quite a journal. I'll come back. Thank you for being supportive and yeah, phobias are bitches, I get so tired of it. Some days are ok, then something comes along and freak you out. Sigh.
What I want... (8-27)
Earlier this evening I was talking with someone online and they asked me what I want out of life. Answering as honestly as I often do I replied, "how much time you got?" I was only half joking, but sure there's a lot of things I want. So after the conversation ended I started making a list just for the hell...
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Earlier this evening I was talking with someone online and they asked me what I want out of life. Answering as honestly as I often do I replied, "how much time you got?" I was only half joking, but sure there's a lot of things I want. So after the conversation ended I started making a list just for the hell...
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severus:
This is a fun journal, thank you. And fantasizing can be very fun too.
Eddie's wide world of sports (8-19)
I thought I'd check in and post another one of these there blog thingys. I can't believe it's already getting into late August. Very soon summer will depart leading into one of my favorite times of the year; Fall. I don't have a favorite season really but there are certain times of year I like. I love April when...
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I thought I'd check in and post another one of these there blog thingys. I can't believe it's already getting into late August. Very soon summer will depart leading into one of my favorite times of the year; Fall. I don't have a favorite season really but there are certain times of year I like. I love April when...
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northstar:
heheh disiprine?
kim jong ill????
or shitty wok?
kim jong ill????
or shitty wok?
distant:
1.Separate or apart in space.
2.Far removed; remote: distant lands.
3.Coming from or going to a distance: a distant sound; a distant
telephone call.
4.Far removed or apart in time: the distant past; distant events.
5.Far apart in relationship: a distant cousin.
6.Minimally similar: a distant likeness.
7.Far removed mentally: distant thoughts.
8.Aloof or chilly: a distant smile.
There are a lot of definitions...
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