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no plans, really, because i have LOTS of work to do tonight. suckfest. but i will set something on fire in yr honor.

heavy days like whoa. definitely. yesterday, i was absolutely overcome by my mortality. not even so much about death as mortality. gah.

quotas - ummmm, sleep, self-love (tho i'd love to replace it with sex for 2), produce, exercise ... i think that is it, really.

I turned in a paper a week late today, and the prof's response was "Better good than on time." How cool is that?

Once I was so in love with the thought of being in love. I don't think that's what you're talking about though.

That could be part of it. Maybe part of me wants to be In Love so much that it is making me confuse Love for In Love. Or maybe I just think I want to be In Love, and I'm making myself THINK that In Love is just Love...it's all complicated and stupid, really. *SIGH*



I would like to be the cat's pajamas, okay? Okay.

Good for you for acting mature. Men are men, boys are boys. I got the new Beck cd also, i heard it sounded alittle like odele.
As far as THE BANDIFUGAZI, all cd's are good, and i know you asked me to choose one, this is hard. i'd have to say, geez, umm...Red Medicine rocks my socks, but Repeater has this awesome insturmental,track 13 song, Joe#1. But honestly any and all are good.
So im taking my application pics i think tomorrow. If i get i get and if no, then no.
I'm also sending some out for a 40's pin up calendar so who knows. I am insane, instead of sleeping in tomorrow on my weedend off, i'm heading out to the gym 8am. It's addicting i tell ya.

Ooooh, eeeew! That IS a bad thing.

Sorry I made you feel bad, talking about it, though... But maybe it's good to feel bad once in a while, 'cause it keeps you from doing things like that anymore and feeling worse later.

My worst thing? Coming waaaay too close to having an affair with a married man...


Sorry you fell prey to one of those bad-ass chickens roaming our streets these days.

hope that you are feeling better. glad that your getting some beautiful spring weather up there! of course this is my weekend off and it's calling for rain. hey you win some and lose some, at least i have off.

yes pre application shots, i'm nervous. i've seen a few rejection shots and thought they were nice so who knows. i have a few ideas if i get approved, ideas for the set shots, but application, i need to see what side is my better, meaning face shot. i don't know what i'm talking about. i just hope i get approved.
on another note, how have you been? the weather here has been GORGEOUS! love it love it love it.!!!!!

It means to me that no matter how bad life becomes, it is still a beautiful thing to be alive...the world IS a beautiful place...it is far from a perfect one, but perfection is not beautiful. I'd perfer the beauty of imperfection to the sterility of perfection, anyday.

Thanks so much...I truly appreciate it.

I posted that while in a weird place...I think I'm mostly out of the weird place. I just needed/wanted to make sure people really did love me...I dunno. I guess sometimes I'm melodramatic and childish.

Actually, I realized this morning that I was looking at the wrong page in my calendar--I still have another two weeks to write the thing. Ah, the sweetness of being wrong...

Yes, breaking traditions, habits, patterns, etc., are all reasons to celebrate.

And feedback is wonderful.

Hope you have a nice, relaxing holiday. If you feel like i do with the past week, then we'll both need some laying around time!!! Flavored coffee? Do you really like it? Sorry, i've become, i hate to admit, a bit of a coffee snob and well flavored coffee just doesn't have the same, beautful, rich, brown, roasted flavor as regular coffee. But i don't judge so if you like the flavor, then i'll just have to accept it.

Ah yes Buffalo weather....nothing suprises me now. I considered shoveling, but now I'm just hoping that it's melted somewhat by tomorrow afternoon. It seems to me that some of my greatest thoughts come to me while in the midst of chaos. Rarely during the time that I do have to reflect on things. Everyone's different I suppose.

hey! the new place is really great - thanks for asking! even though moving was rather more hellish than i anticipated, i am so glad i followed my instinct and moved a week early. this is where i need to be, you know? plus, there is a walking trail, which is an endless source of delight. my down spell seems to be mostly over, and the change of venue helps tremendously. now i am at the stage where i've got a few scraggly details to attend to for perfection to be mine (muahahahaha). i think the best part is its SO CLEAN, and i've been cleaning every day to keep it as such. mmmmm, clorox.

i'm with you on spring! i love summer too, so its a tie for the love, but spring is really delicious. i love the return to verdant scents, the sounds of different birds, the warm breezes mixed with the cool breezes, the flowers, the feeling of change ~ very sensual in ever sense of the word. of course, an ixnay on the ollenpay would be most welcome.

enjoy yr season!

With luck, you could be BOTH a vamp AND a zombie...how sexy is that, huh??

Thanks, i hope the pictures turn out good. I'm actually doing them within 2 days, tomorrow - a few head shots, and the rest tuesday. It's hard to juggle everything with work, and working out. I want to go to the gym no less than 3 times a week and i can't go on the weekends. Poopiehead would be great to yell at a hockey game...original..
- do you know what this thing is? It kindof bothers me..