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edwin

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Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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"Triumph is born out of struggle, faith is the alchemist"

What does this mean? You can decide however you wish, you have free will. Faith doesn't necessarily refer to religion or god. Sometimes faith refers to yourself. Do you believe in yourself? I'm nothing short of quixotic about life sometimes. I'm not always realistic about myself.

I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just having a moment of assessment following the viewing of art that got me thinking about my life, what I'm doing, what I can do, etc. Actually I go through reflective moments like this kinda frequently, sometimes I react to these thoughts, other times I lay stagnant. It's 50/50, that's life right?

Very comtemplative at present. I wanna save the world, I wanna save myself... but from what? From themselves? From myself? Do I have the right to intervene? All I have is good intentions and plenty of hopes. I want to help so many whilst wishing for help with myself... is this logical behavior?

Unfortunately I can't save myself from slumber, and the real world interrupts cosmic thinking to remind me I'm a human, who's tired and needs to get to bed so I can work my typical 10-hour Wednesday. Doesn't mean I can't dream though.

I hope everyone has a fine night and a finer day tomorrow.


I leave you with Beck from his new album Guero:

"Something always takes the place of missing pieces you can take and put together even though you know there's something missing."

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VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
lucylynne:
The wig is fun, but i agree, Thats why i decided to dye my hair black in 1998. Before that I was a blond!
Apr 13, 2005
gilda22:
Thanks, I guess I hope you have to wait a long time too.

I hope you had a good day today.

I wound up buying Bitch and The Secret of Life, which apparently is actually Radical Sanity : Commonsense Advice for Uncommon Women?? AND I pre-ordered Harry Potter. Oy, too much spending on non-"good literature." shocked
Apr 13, 2005

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