edwin

I can feel the weakness in my bones
Like a jones for all things forgotten
The plague of smiles is coming around again
to claim another victim

The regrets grow longer day by day
I've offered too many apologies from
this tired whisper penetrating my mind
telling me to speak louder than I can

I planned to evolve from the inside
Instead of watching everything change around me
I cast my doubts out into the world
and wait until they come back answers

When I look into the mirror, do I know the difference?
Which one is smiling at the other?
Contemplating the frustrating
is as noble as it is foolish

How can I hate what I love
and then love to hate it
The walking contradiction strikes again
But I'm the one who made it





Don't mind me just babbling aloud.