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Sunday Dec 05, 2004

Dec 5, 2004
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It's funny how profound an impact the arts can have on us. How a song can turnaround your day. How a painting can open your mind. How a film can make you believe. How fantasy can become reality.

Last night I watched a DVD and it made me misty. These people had chased their dreams and for a brief period caught up to them only to have it all come crashing down in the end. There they were reflecting, savoring, and second guessing themselves. It was sad, beautiful, and inspiring. It always delights me to hear people talk of their passions. The words are so pure and full of truth.

I hardly trust a soul, and I always doubt what anyone says to me... a product of always being burned for being so benevolent and naive in my younger years... but I can see passion. If you're passionate about something I'll listen to you. I'll even believe you. I think I'd also envy you. My passions are like Fridays... constant but infrequent.

Another day, another dollar, another tear, another regret. Why don't I care? Why am I alive with lifelessness? So many questions, so little time... and answers.


Hope all of you are enjoying the present and not freaking out about the past and future too much
smile

p.s. added some new pics if anyone cares to see.
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ladymaze:
The perfection thing...I don't even mean just in my writing. I just kinda feel that way about life as a whole right now.


What kind of questions did you ask yourself?
Dec 6, 2004
arachnequarius:
yes - quite so. i think that the whole past/future thing is mostly relevant, although living in the present also comes with ambivalence and anguish. sometimes, it is full awareness that makes for the angst.

however, that is now past. smile on to better things.

if not for the arts, i'd not bother to survive. oh my yes. what dvd was it?

and goodness, you look aLOT like my youngest brother. surreal
Dec 8, 2004

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