When each day begins to feel like the others, when every night turns into routine, when every morning begins to turn into a struggle, what do you do?
Sometimes I wish daily life didn't have to happen everyday.
I hear the song "Is that all there is" (by Peggy Lee I think), and that question echoes in my mind.
A new t-shirt doesn't cut it. A new hairdo seems dull. A new recipe can't shake it. A new song proves fruitless.
I guess I'd like to meet a new person who is extraordinary. That could be cool. It would be a change I couldn't control... at least not too much. I'd have to let go. I'd have to keep an open mind. I'd have to trust.
Must find something new... it's a moral imperative.
Sometimes I wish daily life didn't have to happen everyday.
I hear the song "Is that all there is" (by Peggy Lee I think), and that question echoes in my mind.
A new t-shirt doesn't cut it. A new hairdo seems dull. A new recipe can't shake it. A new song proves fruitless.
I guess I'd like to meet a new person who is extraordinary. That could be cool. It would be a change I couldn't control... at least not too much. I'd have to let go. I'd have to keep an open mind. I'd have to trust.
Must find something new... it's a moral imperative.
I'm not sure what I've learned from this, except that I shouldn't try to hold onto a friendship with someone whom I know will not approve of me being me...which is something I should have known already.
As for you, young man...I recommend trying to meet some SG peeps in person. I did, a little while ago, and it was one of the best decisions I've made in a long time. I have all these new friends with whom I have much in common, and it's wonderful discovering them. You should try to meet some SGUNY people!
[Edited on Sep 20, 2004 7:29PM]