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edwin

Buffalo, NY

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Monday Sep 20, 2004

Sep 20, 2004
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When each day begins to feel like the others, when every night turns into routine, when every morning begins to turn into a struggle, what do you do?


Sometimes I wish daily life didn't have to happen everyday.


I hear the song "Is that all there is" (by Peggy Lee I think), and that question echoes in my mind.

A new t-shirt doesn't cut it. A new hairdo seems dull. A new recipe can't shake it. A new song proves fruitless.

I guess I'd like to meet a new person who is extraordinary. That could be cool. It would be a change I couldn't control... at least not too much. I'd have to let go. I'd have to keep an open mind. I'd have to trust.


Must find something new... it's a moral imperative.


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ladymaze:
I don't think he even realizes he's being hypocritical. I have the strangest feeling he's convinced himself that this is actually the way it happened. He's a bit...odd...well, I think he might have bipolar disorder, or something. He sometimes seems to get ideas in his head for no reason, and hold to them even in the face of a total lack of evidence...

I'm not sure what I've learned from this, except that I shouldn't try to hold onto a friendship with someone whom I know will not approve of me being me...which is something I should have known already. confused

As for you, young man...I recommend trying to meet some SG peeps in person. I did, a little while ago, and it was one of the best decisions I've made in a long time. I have all these new friends with whom I have much in common, and it's wonderful discovering them. You should try to meet some SGUNY people!

[Edited on Sep 20, 2004 7:29PM]
Sep 20, 2004
arachnequarius:
extradordinary would be nice ~ hopefully it will happen for you soon.
Sep 21, 2004

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