edwin

I've been feeling a bit sluggish and insignificant lately. I go through one of these moods every so often. It's simply proof positive that I am not where I want to be in my life... for now.

Often when I am angry, sad, or feeling any percevied negative emotion I turn to my pen or my keyboard to help me through. I'll type or write until I'm done and then I'll usually feel better. I did this just a short time ago. I decided to write a few lines to release what I'm feeling. A few lines turned into 36. I'll share them with you now but you can't have all my words... I have to keep some for myself. Instead I will give you one word from each line I wrote, that should be fun. I think you'll still be able to interpret my mood with such little imput.

bored
tedious
tired
languid
monotanous
why

forced
needs
money
time
programmed
why

lost
afraid
depressed
isolated
indifferent
why

wants
vices
right
struggle
illogical
why

future
past
lackadaisical
ignorant
stagnation
why

unsure
seeking
waiting
wasting
bored
why


Words are powerful. Sometimes I can say everything and nothing... see I just did.