Random thoughts and jibberish:
-I'm growing a playoff beard this year for the hockey playoffs and it shall grow as long as Buffalo is still playing one of the FEW advantages of being single.
-I had KFC for lunch today. I tried the variety box. It has popcorn chicken, a piece of another kind of chicken and a piece of another kind of chicken, mashed potatoes, coleslaw, a biscuit and a drink. I say another kind of chicken because all 3 tasted the same to me, but the popcorn chicken was distinctive due to the size. So one hour after lunch I feel like the living dead. I speak to my other 3 co-workers who went along to KFC and they all feel undead too. I don't know what they put in that chicken but it made all 4 of us tired as hell. Three hours after lunch and we are all swearing off KFC for a long time.
-The 4-5 month blanket of snow has finally melted away leaving behind a messy, muddy, dirty, sloppy looking Buffalo. The city always looks really filthy during April. Then the grass grows, the sun burns away some of the imperfections and the city looks very nice by June.
-I could have bought a new bike last week. I really wanted to. I love to ride my bike in the spring. The snow was pretty much gone, the temps were rising. I was so close BUT I was a little short on cash. I could have bought a bike but I would have had a serious budget to adhere to. So reluctantly I crossed me arms and stuck out my bottom lip and pouted my ass to my room with no bike. Next week when I get my paycheck I have no bills to pay. Rent is taken care of, my student loans, the utilities, all done for now. So I get to power walk my way to the store and I'm gonna git me a bike. I'm not going to go crazy, but now I'll have more selections. I can't wait to go on a sweaty ride on a hot sunny day and a soothingly chilly ride on a starry night.
-I've been single for 4 years now. After a while you reach such a comfort zone that being single is very easy. I'm sure some of you may disagree. I have a lot of loner in me. I take comfort in my thoughts and routines and when they get old I create new routines and think new thoughts. It's really hard to explain. I've been on 4 dates/meet and greets in the last 9 months and nothing has come of any of it. It comes from my end I think. I'm incredibly patient and picky. I accept that. I also accept the possibility of never being in love again. It bugs me but not like the thought once did. It's almost like my emotions and feelings have numbed. So I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not looking anymore. I'm just enjoying each day with myself and taking pleasure in all the little things I encounter that bring smiles to my face.
Okay this is all you get for now more random thoughts and jibberish soon.
-I'm growing a playoff beard this year for the hockey playoffs and it shall grow as long as Buffalo is still playing one of the FEW advantages of being single.
-I had KFC for lunch today. I tried the variety box. It has popcorn chicken, a piece of another kind of chicken and a piece of another kind of chicken, mashed potatoes, coleslaw, a biscuit and a drink. I say another kind of chicken because all 3 tasted the same to me, but the popcorn chicken was distinctive due to the size. So one hour after lunch I feel like the living dead. I speak to my other 3 co-workers who went along to KFC and they all feel undead too. I don't know what they put in that chicken but it made all 4 of us tired as hell. Three hours after lunch and we are all swearing off KFC for a long time.
-The 4-5 month blanket of snow has finally melted away leaving behind a messy, muddy, dirty, sloppy looking Buffalo. The city always looks really filthy during April. Then the grass grows, the sun burns away some of the imperfections and the city looks very nice by June.
-I could have bought a new bike last week. I really wanted to. I love to ride my bike in the spring. The snow was pretty much gone, the temps were rising. I was so close BUT I was a little short on cash. I could have bought a bike but I would have had a serious budget to adhere to. So reluctantly I crossed me arms and stuck out my bottom lip and pouted my ass to my room with no bike. Next week when I get my paycheck I have no bills to pay. Rent is taken care of, my student loans, the utilities, all done for now. So I get to power walk my way to the store and I'm gonna git me a bike. I'm not going to go crazy, but now I'll have more selections. I can't wait to go on a sweaty ride on a hot sunny day and a soothingly chilly ride on a starry night.
-I've been single for 4 years now. After a while you reach such a comfort zone that being single is very easy. I'm sure some of you may disagree. I have a lot of loner in me. I take comfort in my thoughts and routines and when they get old I create new routines and think new thoughts. It's really hard to explain. I've been on 4 dates/meet and greets in the last 9 months and nothing has come of any of it. It comes from my end I think. I'm incredibly patient and picky. I accept that. I also accept the possibility of never being in love again. It bugs me but not like the thought once did. It's almost like my emotions and feelings have numbed. So I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not looking anymore. I'm just enjoying each day with myself and taking pleasure in all the little things I encounter that bring smiles to my face.
Okay this is all you get for now more random thoughts and jibberish soon.
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severus:
thank you... i'm glad you liked my water/ice pictures! 
severus:
and i wish i didn't want to fall in love but............ i am a romantic and i really want and need love and romance but the problem is always... timing.