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Thanks, I guess I hope you have to wait a long time too.

I hope you had a good day today.

I wound up buying Bitch and The Secret of Life, which apparently is actually Radical Sanity : Commonsense Advice for Uncommon Women?? AND I pre-ordered Harry Potter. Oy, too much spending on non-"good literature."

The Apollo Alliance looks really interesting, but I like your plan better. Yay coffee! But Starbucks would probably be premium fuel, and Dunkin Donuts would be the stuff cheapos like me would put in their cars. I don't drive becauase of the prices, and because Boston traffic scares me. And because now apparently a CV joint is having issues and until I fix it there is the danger that if I drive I will be stranded...or dead.

Yeah, SG is pretty therapeutic! It's a supportive, attentive community. And while most would argue the level of its maturity, it beats almost every other internet community on that too. But you know that already.

See, that's why I hate the treadmill and the bikes at the gym...you don't GET anywhere, and you don't see anything but the wall...or the ass...in front of you. Gotta get out to get moving.

Yeah...I was rocking out, 'cause I'd just bowled better than I had been for most of the game, ha.

MMmm....ginger cookies....

thanks for the well-wishings regarding my mom! you're great.

I should think relaxing would be much easier without the pants. Which DVD book and CD? I must know!!!

As for iPods: I love it and summer seems like a fun time for iPodness. But I still feel kind of dumb for giving in to aesthetics instead of going for a cheaper/more functional non-Apple product. I guess I couldn't justify such a big purchase for myself until it was something purple. So you might want to pick something else.

Yep, at work. Poo. Whoa, I want to see read hear those! The only extended edition of LOTR I saw was TwoTowers, but I liked it much better than the normal version. I liked Prozac Nation and couldn't get through More, Now, Again, so I didn't even bother with Bitch. I didn't know she had another one. Is it good? Why is it taking you years? I think nowadays I'd rather look at pictures of her hot self than read her words. And Beck = yay.

I pre-ordered Ben a couple weeks ago, but I think I already have all the other songs you bought.
My friend said he already has the Emiliana Torrini...is he illegal?

oh baby. i love dreamy thoughts.

of course i'll have to convince him. boys who want to take pictures of naked girls don't just fall out of the sky you know.

are you playing ball this year?

I just get today off, i only get 2 days off per week, if i'm lucky, it's usually just 2 days scattered. Never days off back to back, except for my 1 weekend off a month. The life of retail never dies, bastards are always wanting to shop, especially on beautiful days. It kills me. Hence the time i'm writing this. I like to get up early on my days off to workout to have the whole place to myself. I'm selfish, well not really. Have a good day at work, saturday is almost here for you!

It was, indeed, quite pleasant. I even got a few things done...online job apps...so I didn't feel TOO bad. Hah. It's supposed to rain tomorrow, so maybe I'll be able to get my indoor chores done...laundry, etc.

Wow, I'm glad you had such good dreams, and that they put you into a good mood! I know I did dream...I remember waking up a couple of times, and remembering my dreams. But when I woke up for good, you know, I lost it all. But at least I know I dreamed, and I never felt like they were bad ones. Maybe last night was your turn for remembering, and I'll remember tonight, or something.

Reading rules. I can't wait until I can read for pleasure again...the library's gonna hate me, haha!

no plans, really, because i have LOTS of work to do tonight. suckfest. but i will set something on fire in yr honor.

heavy days like whoa. definitely. yesterday, i was absolutely overcome by my mortality. not even so much about death as mortality. gah.

quotas - ummmm, sleep, self-love (tho i'd love to replace it with sex for 2), produce, exercise ... i think that is it, really.

I turned in a paper a week late today, and the prof's response was "Better good than on time." How cool is that?

Once I was so in love with the thought of being in love. I don't think that's what you're talking about though.

That could be part of it. Maybe part of me wants to be In Love so much that it is making me confuse Love for In Love. Or maybe I just think I want to be In Love, and I'm making myself THINK that In Love is just Love...it's all complicated and stupid, really. *SIGH*



I would like to be the cat's pajamas, okay? Okay.

Good for you for acting mature. Men are men, boys are boys. I got the new Beck cd also, i heard it sounded alittle like odele.
As far as THE BANDIFUGAZI, all cd's are good, and i know you asked me to choose one, this is hard. i'd have to say, geez, umm...Red Medicine rocks my socks, but Repeater has this awesome insturmental,track 13 song, Joe#1. But honestly any and all are good.
So im taking my application pics i think tomorrow. If i get i get and if no, then no.
I'm also sending some out for a 40's pin up calendar so who knows. I am insane, instead of sleeping in tomorrow on my weedend off, i'm heading out to the gym 8am. It's addicting i tell ya.

Ooooh, eeeew! That IS a bad thing.

Sorry I made you feel bad, talking about it, though... But maybe it's good to feel bad once in a while, 'cause it keeps you from doing things like that anymore and feeling worse later.

My worst thing? Coming waaaay too close to having an affair with a married man...


Sorry you fell prey to one of those bad-ass chickens roaming our streets these days.

hope that you are feeling better. glad that your getting some beautiful spring weather up there! of course this is my weekend off and it's calling for rain. hey you win some and lose some, at least i have off.

yes pre application shots, i'm nervous. i've seen a few rejection shots and thought they were nice so who knows. i have a few ideas if i get approved, ideas for the set shots, but application, i need to see what side is my better, meaning face shot. i don't know what i'm talking about. i just hope i get approved.
on another note, how have you been? the weather here has been GORGEOUS! love it love it love it.!!!!!

It means to me that no matter how bad life becomes, it is still a beautiful thing to be alive...the world IS a beautiful place...it is far from a perfect one, but perfection is not beautiful. I'd perfer the beauty of imperfection to the sterility of perfection, anyday.

Thanks so much...I truly appreciate it.

I posted that while in a weird place...I think I'm mostly out of the weird place. I just needed/wanted to make sure people really did love me...I dunno. I guess sometimes I'm melodramatic and childish.

Actually, I realized this morning that I was looking at the wrong page in my calendar--I still have another two weeks to write the thing. Ah, the sweetness of being wrong...

Yes, breaking traditions, habits, patterns, etc., are all reasons to celebrate.

And feedback is wonderful.

Hope you have a nice, relaxing holiday. If you feel like i do with the past week, then we'll both need some laying around time!!! Flavored coffee? Do you really like it? Sorry, i've become, i hate to admit, a bit of a coffee snob and well flavored coffee just doesn't have the same, beautful, rich, brown, roasted flavor as regular coffee. But i don't judge so if you like the flavor, then i'll just have to accept it.