edun

I hate waking up alone. Things have been better for the last couple of days due to a friend I have been hanging out with the last two nights. But this morning as my hazy brain started to wake, I reached across the bed to pull someone in close to me. As I realized there was no one there I became deeply saddened. Not because my ex was not there. But because I have no one to cuddle, to hold, or sleep next to at night. What I would not give for such a simple thing.