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Sunday Aug 01, 2010

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i think i have forgotten how important the little things were, are,... will be...
each day spent as a protector...

i have forgotten how to have fun, real fun...
without being constantly vigilant for fear of danger.

when you are a bringer of new life, you defend it with every breath.

i seem to have forgotten how to sit back and relax... how to engage in the present, without worrying about an unknown future, or a hidden danger... wondering, worrying if unconscious thoughts manifest in some hidden, but ever-present hell just around the corner...the fear of releasing my unwavering attempts at foresight, and overlooking a potential hazard.

now that i'm aware that the "parent" in me, has oppressed my inner child,
i may allow myself to capitulate - to frolic - to be anew,
even if only just before sunrise - as they are sleeping safely.
dreaming in happy whispers, of the life i hope to give them.

hello there world.
i love you.
nice to see you again.


mfarring13:
and nice to see you again! never forget your inner child, it is the key to happiness and ignorance for what the world has told you how you should feel
Aug 1, 2010

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