Mom left for Nebraska this morning. That makes me forlorn and sad. which are really one and the same.. so it also makes me redundant. I got to see her last night before my class. We had cocktails and made earrings, it was nice. She also game me some pearls to work with.. that was nice too. I miss her already, I always seem to...
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So I was commisioned to make etched glass mugs for my aunt today. She called last night right as I was leaving for meetup (which by the way was fucking faboo). Funny thing though is that she needs them tonight. So I have been rocking and rolling. Causing mass mayhem.
I'm talking to some weird foot-fetish guy. He is lame. But entertaining. I keep forgetting...
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I'm talking to some weird foot-fetish guy. He is lame. But entertaining. I keep forgetting...
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jill:
i'm goin tonight and i can't wait!!!!!!!!
tarnish:
BAHAHAHA you cracked me up good with the "nnts nnts ntts" Hell yeah I wanna see you! You make me laugh, are completely gorgeous, and are just a damned awesome person!
> Martha Stewart is a....B demon, but i'd let her cook me dinner.
>You are a...A goddess, and B Demon....in the sack. hehe
>Do you have a fetish or a particular kink? I have a panty fetish I suppose.
>Would you prefer a month of hot hot sun, or a month of cool rain. COOL RAIN! Thats why i want to move to WA.
>Do you have what it takes to be "eXtreme"...not fear factor extreme...but maybe some other kind of "extreme", my parents think I am anyway, I guess. heh.
> Martha Stewart is a....B demon, but i'd let her cook me dinner.
>You are a...A goddess, and B Demon....in the sack. hehe
>Do you have a fetish or a particular kink? I have a panty fetish I suppose.
>Would you prefer a month of hot hot sun, or a month of cool rain. COOL RAIN! Thats why i want to move to WA.
>Do you have what it takes to be "eXtreme"...not fear factor extreme...but maybe some other kind of "extreme", my parents think I am anyway, I guess. heh.
It's late, i should get some sleep. I know that if I do my sleep will be punctuated with dreams. When I was younger I would put myself in a lucid dream state every night. It was easy. I don't know why. I lived a whole nother life in my dreams, built a world I could call home. I drew a map once, it truly...
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tarnish:
lucid dreaming is amazing and I've only acheived it twice in my life. I have no idea how to get it back or how it happened in the first place, all I know is that I could control my actiuons in the dream but not the dream itself. Strange.
I wish i could bring you some cheer. Talking with you today was fun, it certainly brought me some cheer.
I wish i could bring you some cheer. Talking with you today was fun, it certainly brought me some cheer.
dumpstarx:
I used to lucid dream.
I once read that there are simple triggers for them and if you're aware it helps you to realize you're dreaming and take control. I don't remember the exact break down...but I think some were
spatial/ architectural....when you notice distortions in space or impossible architectures
symbolic figures....when you meet people who have changed drastically or are someone else than the body they occupy
self transformation...when you are an animal or parts of your body are changed
I think the most common trigger is to look at your hands or find a mirror and look into it. This almost always prooves that you're dreaming and if you don't wake up...then your in a position to gain control.
I once read that there are simple triggers for them and if you're aware it helps you to realize you're dreaming and take control. I don't remember the exact break down...but I think some were
spatial/ architectural....when you notice distortions in space or impossible architectures
symbolic figures....when you meet people who have changed drastically or are someone else than the body they occupy
self transformation...when you are an animal or parts of your body are changed
I think the most common trigger is to look at your hands or find a mirror and look into it. This almost always prooves that you're dreaming and if you don't wake up...then your in a position to gain control.
I know.. I know.. I just updated. but damn, I have to say this. Ghost in The Shell: Innocence.... mind fuck, pure total mind fuck. I really have little to say but that. I just felt it was really important.
ok, I'm done
=^..^=
ok, I'm done
=^..^=
tarnish:
dude ghost in the shell RULES!!!
And you like evanescence too, i just noticed. I hate it when people give me shit for liking them, they are only main stream and popular because they are GOOD. Her voice is amazing and she is SO hot. I just bought their live CD with the dvd. it's rad. I hate music elitists that think anything thats popular is bad. It's like, sure some of the stuff thats popular sucks, but most of the underground stuff REALLY sucks, and thats why it ISN'T popular. Sorry, had to vent about that.
OH MY GOD, and you like ABBA?!?!? I FUCKING LOVE ABBA!!! and weird AL, damnit why the hell didnt I notice all this before??? you are officially my dream girl!
gah, if only you liked to smoke a little weed now and then...i know it's terrible, but i do enjoy it so. Oh well, I'll take some kinky sex over a bowl any day.
And you like evanescence too, i just noticed. I hate it when people give me shit for liking them, they are only main stream and popular because they are GOOD. Her voice is amazing and she is SO hot. I just bought their live CD with the dvd. it's rad. I hate music elitists that think anything thats popular is bad. It's like, sure some of the stuff thats popular sucks, but most of the underground stuff REALLY sucks, and thats why it ISN'T popular. Sorry, had to vent about that.
OH MY GOD, and you like ABBA?!?!? I FUCKING LOVE ABBA!!! and weird AL, damnit why the hell didnt I notice all this before??? you are officially my dream girl!
gah, if only you liked to smoke a little weed now and then...i know it's terrible, but i do enjoy it so. Oh well, I'll take some kinky sex over a bowl any day.
I have had a shocking realization... I really don't share my world. Yeah I rant, Yeah I fuss, Yeah I tell you things about me, but obviously, I missed telling people some of the most important things.
SO here goes.
I'm Married. I have my huband Victor. He has issues. I love him still. We've been married since September 6th 2002. He is my everything,...
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SO here goes.
I'm Married. I have my huband Victor. He has issues. I love him still. We've been married since September 6th 2002. He is my everything,...
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coloreddreams:
You do have a very interesting situation hun....
I have no advice.....and no words of wisdom......although I can be there for ya as a friend!
I use AIM: talithacb
YIM: talithab
MSN: orangeorca@hotmail.com
I hope to talk to you soon!!!!
Hugs and kisses until then.....
I have no advice.....and no words of wisdom......although I can be there for ya as a friend!
I use AIM: talithacb
YIM: talithab
MSN: orangeorca@hotmail.com
I hope to talk to you soon!!!!
Hugs and kisses until then.....
aquarious:
Sounds like things can get confussed.
I hope that it won't ruin things in the long run
I hope that it won't ruin things in the long run
Thank god. I was so damn tired of that pic. I love the horns and all, but geez, it really doesn't look like me.
Rant Ahead: Consider Yourself Warned
So I've come to the realization that my life is half lived. Not that I'm old, and I'll die soon or some such. It's just I really don't do the things in life I want to....
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Rant Ahead: Consider Yourself Warned
So I've come to the realization that my life is half lived. Not that I'm old, and I'll die soon or some such. It's just I really don't do the things in life I want to....
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tarnish:
man, I feel like i am not understanding half of your situation. You and I should talk. Whether it be on the phone, or yahoo, or aim whatever. If you need to talk, just email me, and I'll set up a new aim name or something so we can.(all my contact info is old, I dont have aim currently, but it's only a download away)
in the meantime, don't let your bitch of an aunt get you down. And while she may not be a bitch all the time, that one statement she made makes her a total bitch in my eyes. I have family like that. And I hate them, and I would tell them off if they dared say anything like that to me. in fact, I have, and they dont say shit like that anymore. I wish i could hug you, I know how much that must have hurt. In fact, it's conjuring old memories for me and getting me all misty just thinking about it. But you know what, fuck that. You're a beautiful girl. And I will adore any cleavage you wish to bestow upon me.
It's a damn shame we don't live closer. I hate going to clubs too...I'm more of a concert, or chill with a very small crowd of people at my pad kinda girl.
>Sushi-Good and yummy or Evil and heinous? Evil and heinous
>Girls in collars-in one adjective? hot
>Black Eyeshadow-Done, Faboo, or Cute only if done correctly? Well, I like it almost always. even when it isnt pro style.
>Do you even read my journal? did my long ass response answer that for you?
>Have you ever won Trivial Pursuit? I've won a couple times, but my hubby kicks major ass at it, so I dont play as much anymore. I'm anxious to play the 90's version!
>Your first pet, tell me... I wanna know. he was a little shitzu names gizmo. My parents didnt take care of his fur and it was matted all over in big chunky knots, but he was sweet and I loved him. My parents told me that he ran away, I found out later that he had died and they burried him in our backyard while i was at school.
in the meantime, don't let your bitch of an aunt get you down. And while she may not be a bitch all the time, that one statement she made makes her a total bitch in my eyes. I have family like that. And I hate them, and I would tell them off if they dared say anything like that to me. in fact, I have, and they dont say shit like that anymore. I wish i could hug you, I know how much that must have hurt. In fact, it's conjuring old memories for me and getting me all misty just thinking about it. But you know what, fuck that. You're a beautiful girl. And I will adore any cleavage you wish to bestow upon me.
It's a damn shame we don't live closer. I hate going to clubs too...I'm more of a concert, or chill with a very small crowd of people at my pad kinda girl.
>Sushi-Good and yummy or Evil and heinous? Evil and heinous
>Girls in collars-in one adjective? hot
>Black Eyeshadow-Done, Faboo, or Cute only if done correctly? Well, I like it almost always. even when it isnt pro style.
>Do you even read my journal? did my long ass response answer that for you?
>Have you ever won Trivial Pursuit? I've won a couple times, but my hubby kicks major ass at it, so I dont play as much anymore. I'm anxious to play the 90's version!
>Your first pet, tell me... I wanna know. he was a little shitzu names gizmo. My parents didnt take care of his fur and it was matted all over in big chunky knots, but he was sweet and I loved him. My parents told me that he ran away, I found out later that he had died and they burried him in our backyard while i was at school.
coloreddreams:
you, me, and tarnish NEED to get together...i don't care what we do...we just need to get together!!! 
and I'm not ticklish (she said slyishly)
and I'm not ticklish (she said slyishly)
OH god Dammit! I just lost a whole flipping journal entry. dammit. shit. fuck. wanker. grah. meep. fuckity fuck fuck.
/Rant off
So, back to where I was. I love my class, I am pricing kilns this morning/afternoon.
My father in law is giving me a new camera, and a camcorder... he's trying to buy my love again. ok, i'll let him. I don't think...
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/Rant off
So, back to where I was. I love my class, I am pricing kilns this morning/afternoon.
My father in law is giving me a new camera, and a camcorder... he's trying to buy my love again. ok, i'll let him. I don't think...
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super:
Thats it!! The Killers!
fairygrlz:
Hey girl thanks for the post in my journal...you got me all excited..I will have to take you up on those things... 
Here are the answers to your questions:
> What are you doing right now? Baking chocolate chip cookies..wanna come over and share some with me....
> Who do you love the most in this world? I could not live without my dad..I love him more than words could ever describe.
> Amy Brown or Brian Froud or Both? Amy Brown
> Do you pronounce Celtic, "seltic" or "keltic"? Keltic
> Favorite Holiday? Christmas cuz I am spoiled!!!
By the way I was born on Halloween!!!
Love you bunches...
Here are the answers to your questions:
> What are you doing right now? Baking chocolate chip cookies..wanna come over and share some with me....
> Who do you love the most in this world? I could not live without my dad..I love him more than words could ever describe.
> Amy Brown or Brian Froud or Both? Amy Brown
> Do you pronounce Celtic, "seltic" or "keltic"? Keltic
> Favorite Holiday? Christmas cuz I am spoiled!!!
By the way I was born on Halloween!!!
Love you bunches...
So I think my world is winding down again. I may actually get some time all to my lonesome... holy fuck you say, can't happen you say, you're probably right I say. I see it though, that light at the end of the busy tunnel, I SEE IT DAMMIT! oh, sorry, I'm a little gruff today, and a touch moog.
What will preoccupy my "busy"...
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laruby1565:
wunderland sounds awesome...reminds me of my misspent youth...incidentally my cat is an attention whore too,esp when my daughter wants my time...looking forward to seeing some more glass!
tarnish:
hehe, you're too cute! I guess all we've really got is time...and time...can do sooo much...are you still miiiinnnee..(ok here comes the really high pitched part, can you dig it?) ...I (ok voice do your worst) Neeeeeee(crackle, cough, crackle))eed your love....ok, my serenade is over.
Good morning everyone, Or afternoon, or whenever you happen to glance this way and look at what I have to say.
I'm so thrilled. Josh *the roomate* went out with his parents yesterday, and he brought me home chocolate raspberry layer cake from Rose's. Jeebus, it's just mean. I didn't get a chance to have any last night, since I was on my way out,...
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I'm so thrilled. Josh *the roomate* went out with his parents yesterday, and he brought me home chocolate raspberry layer cake from Rose's. Jeebus, it's just mean. I didn't get a chance to have any last night, since I was on my way out,...
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oryon:
thanks for the kind compliment of the set
fairygrlz:
Thanks for the offer sweet girl..I wonder how long it would take me to do a road trip to Portland...I love it over there..everything is sooo green!
suck suck suck suck suck suck suck. Yesterday Sucked. It sucked hardcore. It was the suckiest that has ever sucked. Yesterday will no be renamed Suckday in honor of the suckage that occured. He he he he he, Ok today didn't suck, so I'm being good humored.
So yesterday started off well enough, I decided to take the fused jewelery class down at cline. I...
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super:
So, i heard that yesterday was a pretty sucky day for you.
Damn to smash a car window over a sticker is pretty harsh! Dicks.
Last year when my parents were on holiday - i had some friends over, two of which were a couple. They slept in the spare room, and naturally, they fucked. The next morning the guy swore that he'd left the room spotless - like he found it. It seemed not. Later when my parents returned my dad and my sis were cleaning said room and when they moved the matress there lay a condom wrapper, my sis quickly put her foot over it and saved my ass. She didn't talk to me for a few weeks because my lack of responsibility put her in that position. Fair enough.
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Damn to smash a car window over a sticker is pretty harsh! Dicks.
Last year when my parents were on holiday - i had some friends over, two of which were a couple. They slept in the spare room, and naturally, they fucked. The next morning the guy swore that he'd left the room spotless - like he found it. It seemed not. Later when my parents returned my dad and my sis were cleaning said room and when they moved the matress there lay a condom wrapper, my sis quickly put her foot over it and saved my ass. She didn't talk to me for a few weeks because my lack of responsibility put her in that position. Fair enough.
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fairygrlz:
Wow, pretty eventful day you had...I am sure that your grandma will not be mad at you but it is sad that it happened when you were in charge of the car...
I burnt up my dads truck when they left for vacation once. It was the first day they left and I was just 16. I pulled out of my street and the ignition started dripping fire near my foot. It was like liquid. I pulled over and the car started catching on fire. I ran to a persons house who happened to have a fire extinguisher and they put out the fire...well I didn't have any other vehicle to drive but my car which was a stick...which I hadn't learned to drive yet...so my friends and I taught me how to drive a stick and I can't live without one to this day. So that is my story..it all worked out in the end but was hell in the middle.
I burnt up my dads truck when they left for vacation once. It was the first day they left and I was just 16. I pulled out of my street and the ignition started dripping fire near my foot. It was like liquid. I pulled over and the car started catching on fire. I ran to a persons house who happened to have a fire extinguisher and they put out the fire...well I didn't have any other vehicle to drive but my car which was a stick...which I hadn't learned to drive yet...so my friends and I taught me how to drive a stick and I can't live without one to this day. So that is my story..it all worked out in the end but was hell in the middle.
::claps hands in mid-air. drops and breaks nose::
aaaaghghghhg!
(drip)
does your mom live in Nebraska>?
3 things..
i maintain a life plan that ends at age 43
i believe in god, but not any that others worship
i drive a 94 ford tempo, laugh out loud.
1. I have a Moomin collection-I LOVE the Moomins!
2.I can chew my own toenails,but I gave it up a while back (at 7 or so)
3.My last girlfriend was a redhead
There ya go...very random