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I really don't like being alone.

I know that most people don't either.

Then why do we spend most of our pathetic existance alone?

Is it fear we will get to close? Fear of rejection? Fear of the unexpected? Fear of the world at large?

So I'm sitting here, and I'm sulking. Yes I am god dammit, and if you don't like it then don't...
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dr_zoidberg:
All comfortness I can offer is on your way. Never fear, Lobstie is here! smile

It'll get better. I promise.
derekthered:
I know I don't comment that much (I don't use this account as much as I should) but from what I've seen I don't think you're crappy. Probably doesn't mean much coming from someone you hardly know from a website, but there it is. Also, I know how much it sucks to be alone and hate yourself for it. Being sick obviously doesn't help that situation and your feelings. I'm very sorry to hear that things are rough for you right now. If teleportation technology comes about, beam yourself down to cali and hang out with Tarnish and me. I'm not always the most exciting person, but Tarnish is awesome, and she's hot. wink
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I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT A JOB!I GOT...
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ninadelamorte:
Concrats and welcome to the Pen Pal group!

Thx for joining biggrin
a7x_fan:
hrmm 1. a squirrel
2.probably not
3.nice and warm
4. Congratulations!

Rock on Eden kitty biggrin
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Blargh.. it's hot. I don't like hot. So to do my part to make me not feel hot. I am sitting in a wet sarong with a fan to my back... mmmm hypothermia here I come! biggrin

ooooh.. that sunburn.. from last weekend.. it blistered. Yeah, that's just fucking ook-tastic. I've had interviews this week, nothing super thrilling. I am hoping I will get one of...
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dr_zoidberg:
1. what are you wearing? Tshirt, shorts and undies

2. g-mail... awesome or what? or what. (TOTALLY AWESOME)

3. what is your Favorite slang of the day! Hmm. Never really do slang, on account of my perfect english. wink

4. what was the Last yummy food! Taco Bell

5. When was the last time you were kissed really well? I've never been kissed (really well)
super:
glad to see more of these: biggrin!!!

1. jogging bottoms, too hot for much else.
2. what. Meh. I expected more.
3. ? dont really know.
4. Keema (Indian Mince)
5. Hmm... about year ago... *sigh* how i miss her kisses...
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So today has been the hardest day by far. I am feeling really lost and alone right now. Add on top of that, josh moved out today. I was really hoping for big ol' snuggles when I got home. Well, at least I still have luna the bitch cat right. smile

It's just been a really hard day on me. If Victor talks about how great...
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sexymagdalene:
Things always work out.... whatever You are cared for and cherish that fact! wink kiss
hemightbegiant:
Flogging Molly-If I ever leave this world alive

Feel better. I don't like it when people are sad cuz I wish I could just say something and make everything better, but it doesn't always work like that...

-hug-
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Blargh. I can't believe it's been a whole week. Conversly I can't believe it hasn't been longer. I have a lot to say. but I just feel like saying it, well, words have power and I really don't think my thoughts need any right now. I am sure that when the time comes I will get word vomit all over your shoes =^..^=

As for...
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yuriel:
thanks
its really funny
im good at playing the suipport provider
horrible at doing anything for myself
and never really have a real honest nonjudgemental truly helpful shoulder there for ME .... and lately ive been more and more in need of such *shrug*
youre really being too kind. im quite sure everyones quite ill of my banter. heh.
*hugs*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
dusty:
thank you kitty! kiss kiss kiss
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Wow. ok. just wow.

How's your week been.. mine has been fucking surreal.

So my husband and I are getting a divorce. We are both ok. we were both just really miserable and we are good people who deserve to be happy but can't manage to make each other happy. We both think we rebounds that went way to far.

I just got done talking...
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sinope:
Hey hun, kiss

hope your ok and everything works out...mail me if you want to I think I understand totally what your going through.

xx
scharpy:
thank you for the wonderful birthday love!
hearts-KLM
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Hey all, I may be back eventually, I may never be. My husband left me last night, over the phone.

Yeah, I know.

Yeah I know.

I'm going to cancel my subscription...since as a housewife I don't have a damn job, and without a damn job i have no damn money. Anyways. I love you all.

Be nice to each other.
sluttygoodgirl:
Oh no......my husband left me 8 months ago, I know a bit about this kind of pain. Please email me through my contact tab for support, or a place to vent, or whatever you might need. Really.
super:
Oh god.Thats fucking bad. Do what you have to do.

Please email me if you wanna chat. And try and come back.

It was a blast!

kiss kiss kiss
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Here I am. What's ticking in your world? Mine is decent.

So dinner rocked, I got really happy and decided that I would have a fun dinner. You are going to be shocked about what I made. I MADE HUGE PILES OF MASHED POTATOES! yeah I know. Weird huh, nothing but mashed potatoes, no fucking meat to get in the way of the REAL reason...
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danov:
1. Sainsbury's Fruit Cocktail Drink.
2. Whatever colour you want them to be.
3. As long as it's not Q.
4. Old fashioned charm and a little etiquette.
5. As long as it doesn't get too technical. Gibson is my bag in that camp.
helly:
hi im your craft swap buddy!! can you please email ur address as i just accidently deleted the email with it in and im gonna post ur thing on friday smile
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Good almost afternoon all my wonderful people. SO umm... todays set.. Ondine.... I was gonna buy those shoes yesterday while I was at Spartacus. biggrin That made me smile.

I have had a good day so far, other than the lack of sleep. But hey... that doesn't really matter. I still feel fake. buh, whatever. I will talk to all my precious people later.
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So it's been forever and a fucking day since I have updated and since I feel guilty about it I will post some blather now.

I have had an interesting couple of weeks, they have been filled with all sorts of crazy things, astrology nights, Morris Dancers at dawn on beltane, the coast, seeing the loverly ColoredDreams, going to montana, paying a shit ton...
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su:
that's right up there with those late night "party chat lines." and while I've never actually called one, I'm guessing it's like a conference call with a whole bunch of guys. --straight guys.
biggrin

i haven't looked at the dating on demand yet, I'haven't been that bored...
gremlinz:
to answer your questions...

i use silver plated wire i get from the bead/craft store. the bracelet frames are one piece but the ends are soldered together. and no, they're not all the same size. i make different sizes.

thank you for your interest in my work! smile