Answers to the Questions!
what colour is the car?
- Silver, traditional bug color.
'Muppets Take Manhattan' or 'Muppets Xmas Carol'?
- Muppets Take Manhattan, nothing like a frog with amnesia, and hidden bonus... MORE SEQUINS!
Was the orange named for it's color, or was the color named after the fruit? (I know, stupid question.)
- I think the color was named after the fruit, the fruit has been around longer than any spoken language (grunting and pointing doesn't count!)
Tastes great, or less filling?
- Tastes like piss and makes you have to!
What's Ticken Chicken
Life is on a good even keel for the moment. I keep missing things I really want/need to do. Other than that, life could be a whole lot worse.
I am leaving for billings, montana tommorow morning.
Yeah I know random huh. Well my mom is in Billings. So is her new poodle puppy, Fizgig. Yep, you better beleive that is all my fault!
I hate men. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate. I take it back, I love men. I hate it when they treat me like poo. I am not poo dammit. ok, so I bet you are wondering, Why the angst oh angsty mc angst angst? Well... lets see. My husband pays me NO attention, he snuggles with my friend Kerrie, thus killing me. So I move on, I try not to let it hurt me so much, since I have told him it hurts, and he does nothing to rectify. Still, it hurts, a lot. Then, josh, my other. Well my other boy, it's complicated dammit. So he never hangs out with anyone, he hangs out with kerrie for the day and BOOM he tells me, "I really like her, and I want to see if something could happen." Great. Fan-Fucking-Tastic. So i get to lose my husband's affections and my best boy's affections to the same girl.
Dammit. I couldn't take it. I broke. I just started crying when josh told me that. See, here is the thing. I can't fucking compete with her. She is like an actual version of me. The one who got a real degree, and doesn't still have emotional fucked-ness, who has two real jobs, who is thinner, more flexible, more of herself, more independant, who is a better knitter, a better artist, a better everything. She is better at being adorable, cooks for herself, super tidy, listens to better music, has better things, is just a better person.
I am just a boring housewife, with no real talent at all. hence me with the scared of losing everything. She's even a better pagan than me dammit. It really really kills me. I know it's selfish and horrible, but I can't lose everyone. The thing is, I think I am going to lose everyone. Maybe I'll just be lucky and lose myself. I'm the one that no one wants anymore, I never wanted me either, so it's understandable.
So I will go to billings. They will love her more. I will become the nothing that I always knew I was. Those girls in school were right. I am nothing. Won't ever be anything. So I sit typing to people who don't have time to read my entry, and who have real lives. They are productive members of society. I'll be the goddess of mac and cheese.
Well, sorry for being moog, I will see you all again when I am back from montana. I am taking a camera.. so maybe there will be pictures.
question time
are they called sprinkles? or are they jimmies?
do cats have opposable thumbs? Should they?
when you look at me who do you see?
when the world ends, will we all still be stuck here, souls floating towards nothing?
who matters most in your life?
what colour is the car?
- Silver, traditional bug color.
'Muppets Take Manhattan' or 'Muppets Xmas Carol'?
- Muppets Take Manhattan, nothing like a frog with amnesia, and hidden bonus... MORE SEQUINS!
Was the orange named for it's color, or was the color named after the fruit? (I know, stupid question.)
- I think the color was named after the fruit, the fruit has been around longer than any spoken language (grunting and pointing doesn't count!)
Tastes great, or less filling?
- Tastes like piss and makes you have to!
What's Ticken Chicken
Life is on a good even keel for the moment. I keep missing things I really want/need to do. Other than that, life could be a whole lot worse.
I am leaving for billings, montana tommorow morning.
Yeah I know random huh. Well my mom is in Billings. So is her new poodle puppy, Fizgig. Yep, you better beleive that is all my fault!
I hate men. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate. I take it back, I love men. I hate it when they treat me like poo. I am not poo dammit. ok, so I bet you are wondering, Why the angst oh angsty mc angst angst? Well... lets see. My husband pays me NO attention, he snuggles with my friend Kerrie, thus killing me. So I move on, I try not to let it hurt me so much, since I have told him it hurts, and he does nothing to rectify. Still, it hurts, a lot. Then, josh, my other. Well my other boy, it's complicated dammit. So he never hangs out with anyone, he hangs out with kerrie for the day and BOOM he tells me, "I really like her, and I want to see if something could happen." Great. Fan-Fucking-Tastic. So i get to lose my husband's affections and my best boy's affections to the same girl.
Dammit. I couldn't take it. I broke. I just started crying when josh told me that. See, here is the thing. I can't fucking compete with her. She is like an actual version of me. The one who got a real degree, and doesn't still have emotional fucked-ness, who has two real jobs, who is thinner, more flexible, more of herself, more independant, who is a better knitter, a better artist, a better everything. She is better at being adorable, cooks for herself, super tidy, listens to better music, has better things, is just a better person.
I am just a boring housewife, with no real talent at all. hence me with the scared of losing everything. She's even a better pagan than me dammit. It really really kills me. I know it's selfish and horrible, but I can't lose everyone. The thing is, I think I am going to lose everyone. Maybe I'll just be lucky and lose myself. I'm the one that no one wants anymore, I never wanted me either, so it's understandable.
So I will go to billings. They will love her more. I will become the nothing that I always knew I was. Those girls in school were right. I am nothing. Won't ever be anything. So I sit typing to people who don't have time to read my entry, and who have real lives. They are productive members of society. I'll be the goddess of mac and cheese.
Well, sorry for being moog, I will see you all again when I am back from montana. I am taking a camera.. so maybe there will be pictures.
question time
are they called sprinkles? or are they jimmies?
do cats have opposable thumbs? Should they?
when you look at me who do you see?
when the world ends, will we all still be stuck here, souls floating towards nothing?
who matters most in your life?
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Now the questions.....
are they called sprinkles? or are they jimmies?
definitely sprinkles.
do cats have opposable thumbs? Should they?
no. and if they did, it would creep me the hell out.
when you look at me who do you see?
a cute girl named edenkitty.
when the world ends, will we all still be stuck here, souls floating towards nothing?
no.....we will become one with the ending of the world, all matter coming together and then dispersing into the universe
who matters most in your life?
my children, family and husband