edenkitty

I'm sad. That is all. It will either go away.. or it won't. I don't have much else to say. I really want to know why I can't keep friends. I think it's cause I attract the extremes, and they think I am too. They eventually find out I am plain, and boring, then they move on. Or they are a horrible monstrous person on the inside... then they latch on for dear life. Then tell me I will never be as good as they are. Like leaches... with attitude. Anyways. yeah, that's all I have to say.

I have a kitty hat, my friend carrie made it, She is still my friend. I like my kitty hat, and she is near me, and likes vic, but understands he is a poop. She never asks me "why are you even WITH him?" like it's some epiphany that he is a poop. She expects nothing from me, so I give her my time, and she joyfully accepts.

Anyone want some of my time? I can kick your butt or lose at video games, I can laugh or cry at movies, I can listen to shitty music, I can try to make you smile, I can be the most pathetically sad person in the world. =^..^=