edenkitty

So life has been fun again.

I watched my aunts house while she was in Bolivia.. which is like a paid vacation for me. I have been seeing more of all my friends which is always preferable to not seing them at all and have been working more on my stuff for market.

So life is goodish.

If not a little empty.

So I finally realized what it is about the two friends I am enamored with that makes them so much different.

I am an open person, I like everyone. Though... in a male/female relationship.. or anything that might become one.. I am very calculating. I have things that have to happen, things that can't happen, and I know the end of a relationship before I start one. I am analytical, and do not let myself be torn from these goals.

When I am with my friends that I really like, I don't calculate. I'm in uncharted territory and I like it.