So this is the final day of my vacation time. I've had a few days off and been recupperating from feeling so low.
My doctor has put me back on my zoloft, it seems to be helping. I have been moody though. Can't shake that "want to hurt myself for no good reason" thing. It's ok it too shall pass... or it won't and I'll eventually give in, either way, it will resolve itself.
What have I been up to you ask!??!?!?
- I rearranged Joshes and I's living space to be well...livable. It no longer looks like a storage unit in here but rather an actual space to chill out, snuggle up, and really enjoy oneself.
- I set up my own shop on ETSY.com! Yes yes, no concentrated Eden is available in glass form for super low prices. http://edenkitty.etsy.com
- I lost a whole load of laundry to a vandal. (stuck a pen in the laundry and added an extra quarter) FUCK HEAD!
- I got my car egged. (figured that out too) They drop stuff from their balcony because they are asshats. I also got ranch dressing on my car (do you know how hard it is to find a carwash open at midnight?)
- I finished a book, I finished Wicked, it was pretty decent, not what I really wanted out of it though, but still a good read.
- My bank account is not negative!!!!!!
- I Hiked to upper horse tail falls (also known as ponytail) I got to hang out under a stream and behind a waterfall.. it was awesome! really made me feel small. I needed that. Life has felt too big for too long.
- I have had epiphanies while waking up.
- I've had dreams... not nightmares, not night terrors, DREAMS!
- I've started to lose weight again. It may have been my inderal that was preventing any weight loss.
I no longer take the stuff, which my doctor is glad of and so is my family.
- I found cruelty free shampoo (YAY) at a reasonable price (FUCKING ROCK)
- I've buried a pet (Fawny)
- I've sold three peices of jewelry on my site!
Wow, it feels like i've done a lot now that I look at it!
So here's the questions.
1. What have you done that amazed yourself last week? Last month? last year?
2. Did you like my store? Did you click the link?
3. Have you ever had a "holy shit I'm tiny and insignificant, but that's a good thing" moment?
4. Why can't I find a date?
5. Have you ever played nightmare chess?
My doctor has put me back on my zoloft, it seems to be helping. I have been moody though. Can't shake that "want to hurt myself for no good reason" thing. It's ok it too shall pass... or it won't and I'll eventually give in, either way, it will resolve itself.
What have I been up to you ask!??!?!?
- I rearranged Joshes and I's living space to be well...livable. It no longer looks like a storage unit in here but rather an actual space to chill out, snuggle up, and really enjoy oneself.
- I set up my own shop on ETSY.com! Yes yes, no concentrated Eden is available in glass form for super low prices. http://edenkitty.etsy.com
- I lost a whole load of laundry to a vandal. (stuck a pen in the laundry and added an extra quarter) FUCK HEAD!
- I got my car egged. (figured that out too) They drop stuff from their balcony because they are asshats. I also got ranch dressing on my car (do you know how hard it is to find a carwash open at midnight?)
- I finished a book, I finished Wicked, it was pretty decent, not what I really wanted out of it though, but still a good read.
- My bank account is not negative!!!!!!
- I Hiked to upper horse tail falls (also known as ponytail) I got to hang out under a stream and behind a waterfall.. it was awesome! really made me feel small. I needed that. Life has felt too big for too long.
- I have had epiphanies while waking up.
- I've had dreams... not nightmares, not night terrors, DREAMS!
- I've started to lose weight again. It may have been my inderal that was preventing any weight loss.
I no longer take the stuff, which my doctor is glad of and so is my family.
- I found cruelty free shampoo (YAY) at a reasonable price (FUCKING ROCK)
- I've buried a pet (Fawny)
- I've sold three peices of jewelry on my site!
Wow, it feels like i've done a lot now that I look at it!
So here's the questions.
1. What have you done that amazed yourself last week? Last month? last year?
2. Did you like my store? Did you click the link?
3. Have you ever had a "holy shit I'm tiny and insignificant, but that's a good thing" moment?
4. Why can't I find a date?
5. Have you ever played nightmare chess?
2: Your store is rather nice. The only problem being I don't wear jewelry and live in the UK so it could be fun using it to get gifts for friends.
3: Yes. It happens occasionally as I go to sleep.
4: I wish I knew.
5: Nope, do you have a link to a description of it?