So it may seem that I have forgotten the SG realm. I haven't. I've just been through times that have been trying.
(sigh, times are tough)
I've had good days and bad days. I've had great days and tragic days. I am working on a little crush on a boy I met online. I haven't even met him yet, so I feel like a fucking...
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(sigh, times are tough)
I've had good days and bad days. I've had great days and tragic days. I am working on a little crush on a boy I met online. I haven't even met him yet, so I feel like a fucking...
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A letter to the first snow.
I love you, I loved you then, I love you now. It's been six years, You are still the standard I measure every man against. Changes in location robbed us of time. I remember the short weeks we had together with frightening clarity. I remember being cold, I remember you being the first, and only, person I could sleep...
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I love you, I loved you then, I love you now. It's been six years, You are still the standard I measure every man against. Changes in location robbed us of time. I remember the short weeks we had together with frightening clarity. I remember being cold, I remember you being the first, and only, person I could sleep...
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sylvain:
happy birthday... i'm a friend of slutty good girl.
serendipity:
Happy Birthday Lady!
I am a wind up doll, with obsidian shards where my heart should be.
Someone made me wrong, my smile is crooked.
The ravens pluck out my eyes, all the while telling my secrets to those that would listen.
Their squawking falls on ears sewn shut with silver thread
I want to feel anything but the pain, the empty hollowness of doll veins.
Dragging the...
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Someone made me wrong, my smile is crooked.
The ravens pluck out my eyes, all the while telling my secrets to those that would listen.
Their squawking falls on ears sewn shut with silver thread
I want to feel anything but the pain, the empty hollowness of doll veins.
Dragging the...
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hurt:
You were not made wrong, you are perfect the way you are.
UPDATE 9:32 AM ...... I"M BUYING A MOTHER FUCKING KILN YO!!!!! FUCK YEAH! OH BABY! YOU LIKE IT LIKE THAT DON'TCHA BITCH! TAKE IT! TAKE IT!!!!!!!
So what's new in the life of the ubiquitous bank teller?
Let's see, I'm mad at the whole male gender, I can't find someone who wants to play and frolic and have a good time. Everyone is searching for...
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So what's new in the life of the ubiquitous bank teller?
Let's see, I'm mad at the whole male gender, I can't find someone who wants to play and frolic and have a good time. Everyone is searching for...
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So It's 1:30 in the AM. I should be in bed. I can't stop thinking, I can't stop opening up my eyes and looking around wondering what's next?
I fell in love. I did, It was great, It lasted 2 days, and I knew it would be over on the second. It still kinda stings. I haven't ever wanted to have a "real" relationship more...
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I fell in love. I did, It was great, It lasted 2 days, and I knew it would be over on the second. It still kinda stings. I haven't ever wanted to have a "real" relationship more...
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paolodesade:
beware the jabberwock, my son
the jaws that bite, the claws that catch
beware the jub jub bird, and shun
the frumious bandersnatch
I almost used frumious bandersnatch as my Avatar.
It was good seeing you Sat. We need to do anouther psw gettogether though.
SkeeBall...yeah. I promise to be more sociable this time.
the jaws that bite, the claws that catch
beware the jub jub bird, and shun
the frumious bandersnatch
I almost used frumious bandersnatch as my Avatar.
It was good seeing you Sat. We need to do anouther psw gettogether though.
SkeeBall...yeah. I promise to be more sociable this time.
hurt:
Sweety, maybe you should see someone else about your bug, I have never heard of having to lift the whole engine to replace a bulb. Just an idea, I wouldn't want to see another girl get the shaft becasue she's a girl and they think they can pull one over on us........ 
Oh my god, It's me.. I'm back. For good!
I finally have Internet at home! YAY!
Go Cable!
I'll keep this posting pretty short. Life has been hectic and I have been meeting new people by the droves. I met a guy I really like. I would love nothing more than to hold his hand and walk in the rain. Problem being, I'm stuck in...
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I finally have Internet at home! YAY!
Go Cable!
I'll keep this posting pretty short. Life has been hectic and I have been meeting new people by the droves. I met a guy I really like. I would love nothing more than to hold his hand and walk in the rain. Problem being, I'm stuck in...
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giggles:
yay, your back and yay new kitten, I want a kitty so bad
helly:
I hate the feeling of the 'friend zone' I have been there once and it drove me nuts. Hope you are doing well and life is busy in a good way. take care 
Eden is
D. Busy having a really weird life
Why yes indeedy. It gets more surreal by the moment. I lurve it so!
Her New Job is
C. Bank Teller
Which beats the snot out of a collector!
She Still has a nose peircing
B. False
Yeah, it's gone.
It healed up and everything. No more hole in my head... now to the tattooing!
Eden...
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D. Busy having a really weird life
Why yes indeedy. It gets more surreal by the moment. I lurve it so!
Her New Job is
C. Bank Teller
Which beats the snot out of a collector!
She Still has a nose peircing
B. False
Yeah, it's gone.
It healed up and everything. No more hole in my head... now to the tattooing!
Eden...
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giggles:
yay I got some right
Eden is?
A. Dead
B. Horribly maimed
C. Ignoring most the world
D. Busy having a really weird life
E. None of the above
Her New Job is?
A. Peircer
B. Stockbroker
C. Bank Teller
D. Prostitute
E. None of the Above
She Still has a nose peircing?
A. True
B. False
Eden Still misses everyone?
A. True
B. TRUE!
Eden is Living?
A. With...
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A. Dead
B. Horribly maimed
C. Ignoring most the world
D. Busy having a really weird life
E. None of the above
Her New Job is?
A. Peircer
B. Stockbroker
C. Bank Teller
D. Prostitute
E. None of the Above
She Still has a nose peircing?
A. True
B. False
Eden Still misses everyone?
A. True
B. TRUE!
Eden is Living?
A. With...
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giggles:
D
C
B
B
C
C
???
C
B
B
C
C
???
danov:
D C B B C C
Damn... we're all guessing similar stuff.
Oh well. You could have met a new Master.
Damn... we're all guessing similar stuff.
Oh well. You could have met a new Master.
(After looking through this entry I know it can seem a little maudlin. It may be, but I am not. I'm actually pretty cheerful, save for the smoke wafting in the window... damn smokey-faces. 
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Here we are again. I know we've been here before, yet we all come back to the same place. I've been watching my life make loops. I realized this a...
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Here we are again. I know we've been here before, yet we all come back to the same place. I've been watching my life make loops. I realized this a...
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typh:
1. How many people have you had sex with?
3.
2. Can you remember all their names (first is fine, last is cool too)
Easily.
3. Cinnamon or Mint.
Cinnamon by a LONG shot.
4. Do you call it fall or is it autumn?
Fall, but I like Autumn better.
5. Have you ever sat back and contemplated the cyclical nature of existence?
Not as much as I've thought about how doing so is stupid
3.
2. Can you remember all their names (first is fine, last is cool too)
Easily.
3. Cinnamon or Mint.
Cinnamon by a LONG shot.
4. Do you call it fall or is it autumn?
Fall, but I like Autumn better.
5. Have you ever sat back and contemplated the cyclical nature of existence?
Not as much as I've thought about how doing so is stupid
sgmclements:
well how can i fifure out if i am an artist ?
I QUIT!
Well, I did. It was classic. I had an iterview on Tuesday for a new position. They tried to call me @ 11:50 i missed the call, I called her back before I went into work, no call. I turned off my phone for two minutes on first break... she called. So I casually called back, she asked if I had a few...
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Well, I did. It was classic. I had an iterview on Tuesday for a new position. They tried to call me @ 11:50 i missed the call, I called her back before I went into work, no call. I turned off my phone for two minutes on first break... she called.
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hurt:
Congrats and stay happy!!! 
brokenhouse:
dagnamit.. well i guess i can hardly have original names for my cats if i nick names from star wars
hello.. and thanks for accepting the friends request
well i guess i can hardly have original names for my cats if i nick names from star wars
hello.. and thanks for accepting the friends request
Did I mention that I've deciding being a corporate tool sucks. So I've decided I'm gonna quit my job... I really don't need to... but I really really wanna. I hate it. I feel like such a tool.
But I'll tell more later.
So I've decided I'm gonna quit my job... I really don't need to... but I really really wanna. I hate it. I feel like such a tool.
But I'll tell more later.
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coloreddreams:
It's good to see you back...I really miss you!
hurt:
SO glad you're back, do tell about the job, maybe it can be remedied, or maybe you need to give them the finger after all!
I had an entry. It's gone. I miss it all. I care so much for all of you. I am here. I will be fully back soon. But for now, I have to finish my move, and move along the way of progress. I think it's progress. It may not be real progress, but it's what I have to do.
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hurt:
Don't let the sadness keep you away. Good luck with your move, and I hope to hear from you soon,
lilviciousone:
I love your cap in your profile pic...did you make it?
But a crush is good....