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OK, well things are going great. I'm just kicking off the Speech and Debate team and i'm president. Oh and our teacher used to teach at the northridge college and knows Emmie's dad. Isn't that weird? Of course it is.

So i turned in my orwell essay, brilliant. I am emailing back and forth with Karin and shesaid something today that really annoyed me, but whatever. Anyway, she gotme to really think about what i was trying to accomplish by tring to talk to Emmie and got me to realize that i was just trying to say sorry, (which is less than easy for me). So, emmie, if you're reading this:

<b>I'm sorry</b>

In other news, i saw Thumbsucker today, which i thought was really great. Fun, awesome, true movie. And i also bought the new book out on Fruits.



I heart fruits.

So far this is my favorite one:



Tomorrow is a new day and what not. Well, i'm going to go email Karin back now. It seems unavoidable that the moment you finally have a grip on your life you feel that some other aspect of it needs attendance. today that aspect is Karin. I'm already given up onsalvaging anything between myself and Kalin, because everythign that i loved about her,that was wondeful, slowly has vanished (at leastfor me) and i wonder if anything ever exsisted there beneath the shallow surface that i can no longer see past...

As a parting thought: