edeneye

Going on three and a half hours of sleep and wondering if it was worth it.
Today feels so bland. Desaturated.
I was thinking about my life today, and how I am trying so hard to be on the right track and stay focused. I don't even know if that's what I want. It's just what I am supposed to want. No one likes an unpredictable life.
But me. I would give up a lot of securities for a chance to be insecure. But I supposed the sercurity of being insecure is a security itself.
I don't know what I'm saying.
Do yourself a favor and stop listening.
Work. School. Bills. Chores. Errands.
That's all my mind consists of.