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Thursday Mar 27, 2003

Mar 27, 2003
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Spent all day sittin around the house blasting music.
Gosh I love days like this!

Ever play 1 song over and over because it's just that damn good?
When I was younger I'd make a tape that was just the same song over and over and over and over......as you can see, I didn't have a CD player......frown

This was today's repeat song:

"Painting the White to Grey"

Face
I am nothing face
Completed by sarcastic tastes
What a waste, I think I'd rather die

Wanting
never gaining, I find myself pondering life
Always situations I can never hide

Crying
tears of anger, hate
Depressed I never know the me
never know what to do

Slit
pour out the life a bottle of the "vive"
A desperate cry for something left to justify

I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
Painting the white to grey

Numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Painting the white to

Plastic
always drastic
A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic

I know somewhere out there someone cares
Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair

These scars will never clear
I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane

I might have tried before...but I locked the door
Now I need a reason to unlock it

I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
Painting the white to grey

Numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Painting the white to

Cutting and popping
I know I'm not the definition of your model
I'm always dropping
Lying and crying
I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying...
I take DYING

I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did
I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did

Painting The White To Grey
Painting The White To Grey

cold......cold.......
In the back of a puppeteer bathroom floor is where I tried
is where I tried
is where I tried
is where I tried to DIE!!!!

Painting The White To Grey
Painting The White To Grey
Painting The White To Grey...

~Chimaira

Just a great fucking song!

ps. StarCrunch cakes by LittleDebbie rule!!!!biggrin
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mora:
hello love!
so upset i couldn't make it down this weekend. you have no idea how upset i am. you're the cutest thing since sliced bread and i wish we could have spent more time just hangin out. hope everything went well.

and YES i know exactly what you mean about playing one song over and over again. i do it all the time. and then want everyone i know to listen to it because it's just that damn good.
Mar 29, 2003
kiscica:
i honestly listen to my favourite menswear cd at least 3 times a day...if not 10. hehehe i just never get sick of it? i've been this way for years and years. it's just *that* good!!! smile

ps. say the canadian sg's through a little 'i wish i was at SG prom'...would you maybe possibly come up for such an occassion? *hopes and hopes*
Mar 29, 2003

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