I don't know what the fuck happaned but I lost her, and I'm pretty sure its for good.
Was it because I am selfish and didn't listen like she said or was it something completely different.
There was nothing I was going to say or do. I guess I should have just kept my mouth shut. But I couldn't any longer. The waiting and confusion was going to kill me. It makes sence somehow. She loved me for who I am and she hates me for who I am.
But at the same time I fell like I was set up for failure. The promises for marrage, of a family. Then the obvious signs of decipt. Not letting me into her life. Even after I let her into my home. It makes me wonder about her EX. Or the guy named Vinny who apparently was also a "creepy stalker" as am I now apparently.
There was also the comment deleting, which Im pretty fucking sure she was doing. See above.
And the I dont want to talk to anyone but Im on AIM and YAHOO and commenting on SG
I won't lie, I still love her. If she would take me back I would go if she came to me I would take her back. All I want is for her to let me in. Tell me what the fuck is going on.
I guess I can always talk to her ex and search out Vinny, I am a pretty smart guy, it wouldnt be hard.
The last thing I should do is get on my bike but im going to anyways. Well wish me luck hopfully I do something stupid like kill myself by crashing my bike at 150 mph.
Was it because I am selfish and didn't listen like she said or was it something completely different.
There was nothing I was going to say or do. I guess I should have just kept my mouth shut. But I couldn't any longer. The waiting and confusion was going to kill me. It makes sence somehow. She loved me for who I am and she hates me for who I am.
But at the same time I fell like I was set up for failure. The promises for marrage, of a family. Then the obvious signs of decipt. Not letting me into her life. Even after I let her into my home. It makes me wonder about her EX. Or the guy named Vinny who apparently was also a "creepy stalker" as am I now apparently.
There was also the comment deleting, which Im pretty fucking sure she was doing. See above.
And the I dont want to talk to anyone but Im on AIM and YAHOO and commenting on SG
I won't lie, I still love her. If she would take me back I would go if she came to me I would take her back. All I want is for her to let me in. Tell me what the fuck is going on.
I guess I can always talk to her ex and search out Vinny, I am a pretty smart guy, it wouldnt be hard.
The last thing I should do is get on my bike but im going to anyways. Well wish me luck hopfully I do something stupid like kill myself by crashing my bike at 150 mph.
holligolightly:
Yikes that sucks. But no you can not steal my dog he's mine.