Busy as fuck.
Okay, so that's really a big fat lie. I've been busy getting busy with someone, chillin', and probably smoking way too much in both interpretations of the word. Woked and boked right before having to bake-bake at work, which got me through the day where everyone came in to work in a totally crappy mood from hangovers.
The dog is good, and...
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Okay, so that's really a big fat lie. I've been busy getting busy with someone, chillin', and probably smoking way too much in both interpretations of the word. Woked and boked right before having to bake-bake at work, which got me through the day where everyone came in to work in a totally crappy mood from hangovers.
The dog is good, and...
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williamj:
i totally forgot about st paddys 
newtex:
The adventures of Ed Rock!!!!! 
Seven days ago you have a mutual breakup with your fiancee, still calling each other up.
Five days following that, you sleep with a travel kid whom you've only known for that period of time.
...Didn't see that coming. Talk about life taking a complete 180 in the span of a week.
Five days following that, you sleep with a travel kid whom you've only known for that period of time.
...Didn't see that coming. Talk about life taking a complete 180 in the span of a week.
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puku:
That's the best way to deal with it 
-DSD-
-DSD-
mrsmead:
Eep.
You ok?
Call me!
You ok?
Call me!
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quenten:
Aww. What's his/her name?
Also, be my friend, because you seem awesome and hot and I like hot and awesome friends.
Also, be my friend, because you seem awesome and hot and I like hot and awesome friends.
soma__:
adorable! what his/her name?
Well, that was interesting.
Guess who's not engaged anymore?
...I'll give you three tries.
On that note, it's a lot more complex and detailed a story than that. We'll just say life is good.
Guess who's not engaged anymore?
...I'll give you three tries.
On that note, it's a lot more complex and detailed a story than that. We'll just say life is good.
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fenris23:
Colour me confused.
I hope that you are doing as good as possible in whatever situation it is you are in.
I hope that you are doing as good as possible in whatever situation it is you are in.
uncaringmachine:
who WAS engaged? You? Hm. We just don't talk like we used to. We were so close, you and I.....oh wait. That wasn't you. Nevermind. Sorry if things aren't working out though.
Tour de force. Not to mention sheer love.
With a little luck, she'll be home-sweet-home in the next two weeks.
Transportation is key--Aiken is 2.5/3 hours from here, and having no car doth sucketh. But that's what makes it worthwhile in the end, right? Or it should be proof thereof.
Tips rock. They're making this happen.
Also: I fucking cut my finger under the nail...
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With a little luck, she'll be home-sweet-home in the next two weeks.
Transportation is key--Aiken is 2.5/3 hours from here, and having no car doth sucketh. But that's what makes it worthwhile in the end, right? Or it should be proof thereof.
Tips rock. They're making this happen.
Also: I fucking cut my finger under the nail...
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echobunny:
cutie.... i am far from snr. greatest, but thank you anyway!
just chugging along trying make some art and trying to get paid...
posting some new stuff soon, keep an eye out sugar!
a-fucking-dorable puppy for an a-fucking-dorable girlie girl!
just chugging along trying make some art and trying to get paid...
posting some new stuff soon, keep an eye out sugar!
a-fucking-dorable puppy for an a-fucking-dorable girlie girl!
kalima32:
I am more inclined to believe that my liver has plain given up. So be it. Now it's off to try be good for a while. I'm so terrible at being good.
Wounding on a chocolate chip is fucking amazing that's awesome. I am so looking forward to that story.
[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 2:44PM]
Wounding on a chocolate chip is fucking amazing that's awesome. I am so looking forward to that story.
[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 2:44PM]
Dammit, I look like a boy.
The shoes in that picture have lasted me the longest out of any pair of shoes I've owned--almost two years. Usually I blow through a pair in one, if I'm lucky. But this one's getting old, and loose.
My printmaking class is the shit. I know all three other people in it, it's cheap as hell, and we get...
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The shoes in that picture have lasted me the longest out of any pair of shoes I've owned--almost two years. Usually I blow through a pair in one, if I'm lucky. But this one's getting old, and loose.
My printmaking class is the shit. I know all three other people in it, it's cheap as hell, and we get...
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mrsmead:
Bah.
If you're a boy, you filll me with hope.
And some other emotions that are wierd and deeply confusing.
I like your woodcut.
If you're a boy, you filll me with hope.
And some other emotions that are wierd and deeply confusing.
I like your woodcut.
soma__:
hmm- maybe I shall try that- I wonder why I never did- I've kept sketches (I can't say a sketchbook per se cos its really just random drawings i draw in random places) and I've always kept a dream journal but now you have inspired me to start a drawing deram journal!
and i must say- that bra you sent me is the shit. I'm addicted to it and have neglected all my other perfectly nice bras. hows that boba straws working out for ya?
and i must say- that bra you sent me is the shit. I'm addicted to it and have neglected all my other perfectly nice bras. hows that boba straws working out for ya?
I was reminded today that I usually get my period on Valentine's Day. And here I thought I was developing the stomach flu that's been going around (well...my stomach did hurt last night; I know the difference between that and my uterus).
It's probably my hormones synching up with bloodflow, but I'm an emotional hurricane right now. Not depressed. Just all over the place.
At...
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It's probably my hormones synching up with bloodflow, but I'm an emotional hurricane right now. Not depressed. Just all over the place.
At...
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fenris23:
Printmaking. I wish I had taken that course. My friend made the coolest stuff there.
williamj:
i just buzzed my hair off too. i think im going to freeze to death 
This is that period of time where you readjust to sleeping in the bed alone.
Ah, at least I've an excellent mind for good-byes (or, in this case, see you in a while). The ends of the stories I spin can attest to this.
Ah, at least I've an excellent mind for good-byes (or, in this case, see you in a while). The ends of the stories I spin can attest to this.
korben:
i hear ya.
It's okay; I've totally lost my mind.
After three weeks of stressing out and headaches, boy and I have agreed that it'd actually be in both our best interests if he returns to Connecticut.
Mind, I'll miss the hell out of him, and a small part of me wants to stay, but roughing it under one roof for (at least) seven months when neither of...
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After three weeks of stressing out and headaches, boy and I have agreed that it'd actually be in both our best interests if he returns to Connecticut.
Mind, I'll miss the hell out of him, and a small part of me wants to stay, but roughing it under one roof for (at least) seven months when neither of...
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peart:
Man has it been since the 26th since I seen white noise? It still sucked...
fil:
I just got over being a ball of argh recently. Daily meditation goes a long way towards calming you down. Give it a shot, you can probably find some guided meditation MP3s online - just pop it in your iPod or burn it on a CD, and take a little while to get your shit together each morning.
Boredom. Survey. Stolen from Norritt. Lacking in the interesting department. Trying like crazy to get a puppy. Great hammer of Thor!
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ed
2. My real name
3. Miss Fytte (...misfit...ha-de-fuckin'-ha)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I've a good head on my shoulders (?)
2. I'm silly and I like it
3. I'll do whatever I can for...
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ed
2. My real name
3. Miss Fytte (...misfit...ha-de-fuckin'-ha)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I've a good head on my shoulders (?)
2. I'm silly and I like it
3. I'll do whatever I can for...
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ndoki:
OOO, i want to play!
lets see...relaxing...survey, copied from Ed...always fun when more people join in...hoping for a job in my field...maybe a move to San Francisco because i am fed up with driving....
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. V
2. My real name
3. Santia or Ndoki (...misfit...ha-de-fuckin'-ha)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I love to ride my bike
2. I love to sing by myself
3. I love making people truly laugh
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lapse in motivation/putting it off
2. too worried at times to enjoy life
3. being too fucking nice
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Ecuadorian
2. Spanish
3. dreamer
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. why it's allright to kill things, but not all right to talk about sexuality
2. the need to believe that God prefers one religion over all.
3. entertainment through the pain and suffering of others (reality tv)
FOUR THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. my ex boss
2. people who try to act as though you're good friends as they proceed to stab you in the back
3. salespeople
4. customers
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights, to a certain extent
2. storms on the coast
3. windows that don't open
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. fresh air
2. music
3. stories
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. poncho
2. spidey shirt
3. pajama pants
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. picture of the ocean as seen from the herts castle
2. my compass set
3. slides of some paintings i did sometime ago
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. cock sucker (reserved for the assholes that cut me off on the freeway while talking on the cellphone and eating a sandwich)
2. awesome
3. God Dammit!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. system of a down
2. the yeah yeah yeahs
3. the white stripes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. somewhere over the raindbow version by Israel kamakawiwo'ole
2. hey ya! by outkast
3. spanish caravan by the doors
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. The girl
2. mary and carlos
3. myself
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Good touchin'
2. Being exactly who we are and enjoying
3. someone who makes me laugh
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Sense of self
2. Sense of humor
3. Creative, dammit.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Fly a plane
2. Have "multiple relationships"
3. surf
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Artin' it
2. reading
3. Makin' foodsies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1.a job in graphic design
2. a lemon water
3. Caaaar
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. networking computation
2.video game designer
3. Writer
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. the path of santiago de compostella
3. Egypt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Traveltraveltravel
2. to give everyone hope
3. to have people help each other so much that it will be so common that we won't think anything of it
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. At the hands of my doppleganger(ooo, that's a good one ed....the doppleganger dies too right?)
2. Blaze of glory (and a smile)
3. saving someone i love
fin
Making the field fertile
The Zen master entrusted the disciple with looking after the rice patch.
In the first year the disciple took care that the necessary water was never lacking. The rice grew strong and it was a good harvest.
In the second year he had the idea of adding a little fertilizer. The rice grew fast and the harvest was bigger.
In the third year he used more fertilizer. The harvest was even bigger, but the rice came up small and had no shine to it.
If you go on increasing the amount of fertilizer, you will have nothing of any value next year, said the master. You give someone strength when you give a little help. But you weaken him if you help too much.
lets see...relaxing...survey, copied from Ed...always fun when more people join in...hoping for a job in my field...maybe a move to San Francisco because i am fed up with driving....
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. V
2. My real name
3. Santia or Ndoki (...misfit...ha-de-fuckin'-ha)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I love to ride my bike
2. I love to sing by myself
3. I love making people truly laugh
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lapse in motivation/putting it off
2. too worried at times to enjoy life
3. being too fucking nice
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Ecuadorian
2. Spanish
3. dreamer
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. why it's allright to kill things, but not all right to talk about sexuality
2. the need to believe that God prefers one religion over all.
3. entertainment through the pain and suffering of others (reality tv)
FOUR THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. my ex boss
2. people who try to act as though you're good friends as they proceed to stab you in the back
3. salespeople
4. customers
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights, to a certain extent
2. storms on the coast
3. windows that don't open
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. fresh air
2. music
3. stories
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. poncho
2. spidey shirt
3. pajama pants
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. picture of the ocean as seen from the herts castle
2. my compass set
3. slides of some paintings i did sometime ago
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. cock sucker (reserved for the assholes that cut me off on the freeway while talking on the cellphone and eating a sandwich)
2. awesome
3. God Dammit!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. system of a down
2. the yeah yeah yeahs
3. the white stripes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. somewhere over the raindbow version by Israel kamakawiwo'ole
2. hey ya! by outkast
3. spanish caravan by the doors
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. The girl
2. mary and carlos
3. myself
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Good touchin'
2. Being exactly who we are and enjoying
3. someone who makes me laugh
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Sense of self
2. Sense of humor
3. Creative, dammit.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Fly a plane
2. Have "multiple relationships"
3. surf
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Artin' it
2. reading
3. Makin' foodsies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1.a job in graphic design
2. a lemon water
3. Caaaar
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. networking computation
2.video game designer
3. Writer
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. the path of santiago de compostella
3. Egypt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Traveltraveltravel
2. to give everyone hope
3. to have people help each other so much that it will be so common that we won't think anything of it
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. At the hands of my doppleganger(ooo, that's a good one ed....the doppleganger dies too right?)
2. Blaze of glory (and a smile)
3. saving someone i love
fin
Making the field fertile
The Zen master entrusted the disciple with looking after the rice patch.
In the first year the disciple took care that the necessary water was never lacking. The rice grew strong and it was a good harvest.
In the second year he had the idea of adding a little fertilizer. The rice grew fast and the harvest was bigger.
In the third year he used more fertilizer. The harvest was even bigger, but the rice came up small and had no shine to it.
If you go on increasing the amount of fertilizer, you will have nothing of any value next year, said the master. You give someone strength when you give a little help. But you weaken him if you help too much.
uncaringmachine:
blah.